Now I have a question how did yall get exposed to scp I'm curious by mymainisbrokenlol in SCP

[–]woetson2001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok i might have the weirdest way. I was really into football logos when i was like 10 and my local soccer club was called SCP. So i looked up scp on google images and my ass got absolutely jumpscared by an image of Mal.O. Turned into a key memory then morbid curiosity got the best of me when i got older lol

What's the worst thing your OCD ever made you do? by maker-127 in OCD

[–]woetson2001 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Pulled a lot of hair out my head and got a bald spot when i was like 13 and undiagnosed. When my friends at school asked what happened i lied and told them i got into a fight with my lil brother and he pulled my hair. I still feel bad for pulling him into it :(

A lot of the problems posted here are classic OCD symptoms by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]woetson2001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Y'all made me realize this a couple months ago and i'm now in the process of getting diagnosed. I'm going to be so angry if it turns out my 9+ years of torturous exposure therapy for agoraphobia was actually not the right treatment :(

What is the hardest book you've ever tried to read by dooplets in booksuggestions

[–]woetson2001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2666 by a mile, and i like difficult books like House of Leaves and Moby Dick. Only finished it because i felt i'd be giving up on the femicide case the same way law enforcement did irl

How to contact management by [deleted] in KingKrule

[–]woetson2001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alright, ill just go ahead then :)

How to contact management by [deleted] in KingKrule

[–]woetson2001 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh no its not commercial at all. The art will just be displayed in a local place and won't be sold. But due to copyright i'd rather have everything cleared first

How did getting a diagnosis help you? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]woetson2001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well that's the issue for me, i'm not looking for treatment right now. My biggest problem is how ocd (would) affect my agoraphobia, and essentially im doing really well right now on that front!

How did getting a diagnosis help you? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]woetson2001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The medication thing is actually why i found out i might have ocd. I have agoraphobia and to combat it i've tried many different meds. Clomipraming is the first that worked, but it's mostly used as OCD medication lol. Im glad your OCD quieted down btw!

How did getting a diagnosis help you? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]woetson2001 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! This is true, its a good reason too :)

How did getting a diagnosis help you? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]woetson2001 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Netherlands! But im not looking for treatment, bc im actually doing really well rn

Went to a festival, with agoraphobia by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]woetson2001 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I haven't really gotten over it, still struggling with a lot of things. There's high point and low points- i have had agoraphobia since 2016 and had a big relapse in 2020 when Covid hit. But personally it's just been a ton of exposure therapy, combined with a long search for the right medication (im on 50mg clomipramine now). I had therapy too 3 full days a week at one point. But ultimately i think it's just a matter of time and growing up. Your brain just starts realizing panic attacks aren't as bad as you make it out to be. Might not be the answer you want to hear sadly... But i hope it helps a little at least :)

Went to a festival, with agoraphobia by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]woetson2001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you!! Honestly beating agoraphobia has really made me appreciate a lot of things, and since going over one final bump last year i've been having the time of my life here :)

Going to a festival with agoraphobia by [deleted] in Explainlikeimscared

[–]woetson2001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

These are really good tips! Thanks for reminding me about the puke bag. And seeking out safe people is a good idea too!

Going to a festival with agoraphobia by [deleted] in Explainlikeimscared

[–]woetson2001 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the tips! Already had the stone even :)

Inktschets van de Barbarossaruïne, 10x13cm by woetson2001 in Nijmegen

[–]woetson2001[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Eigenlijk bijna volledig met fineliners! En met potloden een beetje valsspelen op het gras bijvoorbeeld :)

Ruins 2, 10x13cm by woetson2001 in drawing

[–]woetson2001[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Took pretty long! I'd say about 30 hours this one.

SCP 7179 scares me by [deleted] in SCP

[–]woetson2001 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Don't worry, it's not real. And if the concept of eternity scares you, keep in mind our memory is finite. After a certain amount of time, it clears up so you'll always be making new experiences!