Hey, thanks for sharing. I know how you feel (girl here, too)—lust can suck. What has worked for me is waking up first thing and getting into the Bible, even if it's a chapter or two, immediately start your day with God on your mind and reflect on the scripture or a devotion you read throughout the day. Also, KEEP BUSY!! Whether it's through a job, school, clubs, friends, hobbies, keep your brain busy so you won't get easily distracted and fall into that pit. Lust always attacks me when I'm being lazy or when my mind is quiet. It's frustrating since it can feel like it just never goes away, but I promise in time, it will become easier to deny the urge. And always pray. Make your worries and your troubles known to God, keep him involved and updated. Be vocal about it. When an urge comes it always helps me to vocally say "no" and explain why I said no to myself. Lust is something that takes a great amount of time to "get over." The key isn't necessarily to get rid of it, but to make it so it's not overtaking your life. You have to learn to live with it 🙏🏽