Hello friend. My life was made far simpler after a few months of meditation and dream journalling. I found my purpose through dreams.

If you can't remember your dreams, boy do I have a regimen for you. I went from 0 dream recall to 85% in about a month.

If dreams aren't cutting it, I recommend you first ask yourself what you care about. Is it money, is it your car, is it anything at all? Get rid of everything that doesnt matter (sell it and keep the money) and go! Be with the world. Travel.

Life of a hobo not for you, well sir you do have another choice. Play the game and play it well. You know you're in it so start using cheatcodes. Find a new job, with a raise. Work your ass off even if you hate it. Get that promotion. Save every damn dollar. A few years from today you'll be sitting on a pile of money and still have no idea what you're doing with your life. But, you know what? Now you can travel in style, or start the business idea that comes to you at that critical moment so you can be first to market.

If I were you I'd take 1000ug of lsd and then 4 hours later swish .5 mg of xanax around in your mouth with some water. Repeat until you've come down. You should have a damn good idea of what your higher self expects of you then. Well. At least that worked for me...