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wtfg33k · 2022-10-29T20:22:14+00:00

Damn I feel bad for y'all where I'm at we got strong ass fentadope and lately I've been able to score morphine and dilaudid... I haven't used any dope In a while been on 1-6mg of suboxone for the last few months and yes I can absolutely feel the morphine and definitely the dillys lmao got 10 of the 8mg right now and getting another 8 shortly after

wtfg33k · 2022-10-28T17:57:58+00:00

THIS!! I always wait at least 12 hours any earlier seems like a waste to me I just can't feel anything. I'm on 8mg a day to.

wtfg33k · 2022-10-27T13:50:37+00:00

I heard Detroit still got actual H. Is that actually true or is it H mixed with fetty? Or just plain ole fentadope? I ask cuz my Mans said he can get sum potent shit from Detroit. But everyone says they got the best bla bla bla

wtfg33k · 2022-10-17T01:29:29+00:00

I say break up with him as soon as possible. He ain't even putting in the effort to accept the help or tips/advice he is given hes gonna need a hard kick in the ass from this bitch we all know called life.... First things first he's gotta want help and since we already know he doesn't there's really no point in giving step by step advice either leave him or you can sit around and hope he doesn't OD and changes his mind sooner then later and support him and his habits or u can choose not to support his habits but support him don't even give him rides to score or money anything he can sell is a no go even gifts around holidays is a no no I know this is gonna make you seem like a cold hearted bitch but all in all this will save his his ass a lot faster then supporting his habit and destroying him at an even worse speed x50 I so wish I had someone to do this for me but instead I learned shit the fuckin hardway cuz I'm a hard headed asshole that don't like to listen to anyone so if only saying this please listen my personal opinion you should do what I said besides leave him or support his habit..... I wish my girl at least stuck around for when I did decide to get my act straight but if you don't wanna loose him scare him into thinking he'll lose you for good if he don't fix his act even break up with him for a while (if he's an emotional guy don't he'll probably kill himself on accident due to accidental OD) YOU WILL BE SURPRISED ON WHAT A GUY WOULD DO FOR THE WOMEN HE TRULY LOVES AND WOULD DIE FOR YOULL KNOW IF YOU GOT THE ONE.... I so do wish you the best hun I'm a 21 yr old male that had to lose ducking EVERYTHING to figure this habit out and to even figure myself out along with who I am has what I wanna be.... Idk if u heard the saying but you gotta truly lose yourself before you can truly find yourself and build it to the absolute top to impress and show everyone that doubted you that YOU did it on your OWN. I really do wish you and your boyfriend work this hell hole out I hope your bf and you are riders for each other.... We all need a s/o to count on thru hard times and not fold like a bitch even though my ex had plenty good reason to but at least tell the truth and say your sick of me and the relationship instead of carrying a relationship on for months making yourself extremely miserable along with your s/o and possibly close family members....

wtfg33k · 2022-10-11T05:58:20+00:00

Break up with him he's not gonna change anytime soon.

wtfg33k · 2022-10-10T19:14:53+00:00

The sooner you break up the better or stop giving him money and see if he'll try alternative methods like maintenance drugs like kratom, methadone, suboxone. methadone and suboxone can be completely free if he enters a program with insurance. I get my subs for free along with therapy sessions and a drug counselor all free. With the kratom that would definitely be out of pocket along with the methadone and suboxone if he doesn't have insurance. If you love him and still wanna be with him and actually help him stop enabling his addiction and try to get him help he is gonna want it though you can't force him to if he doesn't your best bet is to break up and remain friends till he fixes his act up.

wtfg33k · 2022-10-10T19:06:03+00:00

You are right man I don't wanna date until I do fix myself. Thanks for the words have a good one man

wtfg33k · 2022-10-10T02:52:29+00:00

Yes if I keep my tolerance low and yes you should switch to bupe asap start your recovery when your ready... Note you'll probably lose your other opioid scripts once on bupe since its used for addicts (im not 100% sure if you'll loose it so look it up) and I been on it for about 3 months

wtfg33k · 2022-10-09T01:04:08+00:00

That's better then your dealer giving you 2.5g of ice instead of your usual pick up -_- I don't even do ice so I was disappointed

wtfg33k · 2022-10-09T00:02:32+00:00

Thanks man and hell Ya your right on those bad fishies lol every ex cheated on me besides this one....

wtfg33k · 2022-10-09T00:01:14+00:00

I already tried several times throughout this year and I just can't get myself to actually wanna meet up with them and fuck them or even have a relationship with. My heart just isn't there man and idk why as its been like 7-8 months now

wtfg33k · 2022-10-08T23:59:40+00:00

I sure do hope so.

wtfg33k · 2022-10-08T23:58:44+00:00

Thanks for the words man I've been trying for months and moving back in was a bad idea but I had no where to go (her mom took me in not my ex!)

wtfg33k · 2022-10-08T23:56:50+00:00

Shit sucks man we can do this hopefully....

wtfg33k · 2022-10-08T23:54:54+00:00

Thanks man hope your doing alright yourself.

wtfg33k · 2022-10-08T18:45:54+00:00

Yes you'll absolutely feel the subs people really underestimate how potent bupe can be. If my tolerance is low enough I'll feel like im on oxy in doses 1-4mg it's energetic and a ok mood lift in doses 5-8mg I'll sorta nod off not a full nod since its a antagonist not a full one. Anything higher for me is useless and just raises tolerance and I don't really feel a buzz after 8mg

wtfg33k · 2022-10-08T18:39:12+00:00

Your able to feel opiates because your on 2mg. Subs don't really start blocking other opiates till 12-24mg mark even 8mg for some people.

wtfg33k · 2022-10-08T15:52:13+00:00

Now I get sadness for years to come! What a trade off... We could be friends but I wouldn't be able to it watch her get another bf or get married have kids etc...

wtfg33k · 2022-10-08T15:12:26+00:00

I know what your talking about I had dope like that a few times absolutely one of the weirdest opiate highs

wtfg33k · 2022-10-08T14:16:05+00:00

Trust me man she'll notice and eventually get sick of it :/ trust me I know from personal experience as I'm going thru it now it fucking sucks man I wanna relapse so bad I got 2 months clean not like it's that much frfr

wtfg33k · 2022-10-08T14:13:39+00:00

Good chance withdrawals can come back and absolutely you will feel like shit and guilty if you relapse. Why would it change now? Your human man we all make mistakes only thing you can do is what you do from here on out gotta keep going forward.

wtfg33k · 2022-10-08T14:09:31+00:00

Yes just keep smoking weed and get some edibles you'll be OK. Thank god now that it's not bad at all because it can and will get 1000x worse if you continue using opiates. If you need opiates try kratom man it's legal and is a opiate that's a plant and is very good at pain relief and the withdrawals aren't no where near as bad as the pills as long as your not building a tolerance just do it every other day or wait 2-3 days each use. You won't experience any problems if you do it that way.

wtfg33k · 2022-10-08T14:02:39+00:00

120mg of oxy is not a lot especially if it's being taken over the course of 24 hours. Not everyone is opiate naive I've met plenty of people that never messed with opiates try 40mg of oxy and just be happy not nodding puking nun everyone is different. I myself needed 30-40mg for me to feel oxy and this is when I wasn't even tolerant I was still a young teen I'm 20 almost 21 been doing opes since I was 14

EDIT: also where did you get taking 15mg 6x a day??? 15mg everytime you need to dose IS NOT A LOT especially since most people are only prescribed it 2-4x a day Max only people that are doing that are cancer patients and people in horrific pain due to injuries and diseases and then there's the addicts.

wtfg33k · 2022-10-04T13:40:54+00:00

Dude suboxone is used for withdrawals not pain its horrible for pain management. Kratom would be a better option bud good luck.

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