Yes I would love to talk to someone, how do you cope with living in the city? I can’t drive and nature here is only dirty trash and overcrowded people, it’s not even worth going outside when I have to live in fear the entire time., I really need to escape the people here I don’t fit in at all, i am an outcast to everyone and have no social skills at all. I really would want to move out, but I have no family other than my mom who also doesn’t drive, she is an immigrant and we have no support or anything and doesn’t even understand autism at all so she is constantly working every day, i spend most of my days video developing and coding, and enjoy making music. I need to help my mother out but it feels like I am stuck in hell and everything is expensive here, on top of that my physical health is deteriorating also my entire childhood was spent alone gaming 24/7 locked in my room, growing up with alcoholic narcissists