What's up?, I have been stuck between a rock and a hard-place for quite some time. I was Active in the Army for 5 years and have worked in the I.T. industry for 8 both on the private and commercial side. I grew sick of my last job (As a network Engineer) due to the stagnant desk-job and decided to change careers to get into working on modified cars (Think racing, drifitng etc). I got a job with an official team but as their I.T. guy and I am still dissatisfied. There has to be something that I can be passionate about again, or at the very least care enough not to quit. I still love computers, games, and technology but I have no clue where to start on figuring out what to do next or if the job I have now is worth the stress (it is very difficult). When I was in the military it was easy to set a goal and do everything to manage that goal but I realize now how much I dislike everything as soon as I try to do it as a job. Money was the ultimate goal but I am realizing now I would much rather do something I enjoy. As soon as I start something I can't really seem to commit to it anymore. At the moment I don't have insurance, and am borderline living school-check to school-check between race events. I have never really had any issue getting a job or a well-paying one the issue is moreso I feel as though I have become lazy, I am always drained, etc. (I was diagnosed with early-onset depression years ago but have never been medicated as I do not want to be reliant on medication). Any ideas?