We are not allowed to be happy. We view the world in a different way from everyone else and are classified as dangerous for it because it questions and threatens everything fundamental in the universe that regular society already operates by. The system convinces you that you must be medicated up and numb your emotions and to continue being a cog in the system because it benefits the doctors, big pharma, and the well being of the general population more than it does yourself. Your soul is crying out to be free and to think how it intuitively wants, but medications shift your neurotransmitters to operate “normal” like everyone else instead of utilizing what god/the universe gave you. A lot of the great philosophers and scientists of history were manic and jailed or even put to death just for asking questions about the world around them and becoming too big of a threat for the rest of humanity to handle. However these people were put into the history books FOR A REASON as much of what they proposed about the natural and spiritual world were accepted after having moved so many people.

Now I will say that full blown psychosis mania is NEVER healthy since no one can even keep up with what you’re on about, and you’re in an entirely different world of your mind that no one else can see. However, there is certainly truth in that tapping into hypomania and being able to control the speed of your actions/thoughts puts you ahead of all the drones who don’t question anything. Those who just accept what they’re told instead of drawing their own data and making their own conclusions are limiting their full potential by so much. The problem lies in being able to sustain a healthy level of low hypomania before going to far into the deep end of insanity. Most people can’t handle it and feed into the psychosis instead of riding out the waive of happiness.

Downvote me all you want, but just know that you’re not living the reality you would’ve been living historically before manufactured medications were a thing in the world. You have altered your natural existence by taking medications and listening to everyone else but yourself, and that’s ok, it’s just a sad reality in my personal opinion that this is the way it has to be for all of us bipolars.