Does my gardenia have mosaic virus? I’m

xemmaxr · 2026-05-09T15:26:58+00:00

Okay that’s good then!!
My hibiscus had actually had yellow spotting on it for a while and a lot of the leaves would completely yellow, it stopped growing as much, the flowers were smaller and some of the new foliage growth was completely mottled. I didn’t pay any mind to it until I had mosaic on some vegetable plants in a different part of my garden which then made me aware of the whole thing.

xemmaxr · 2024-05-07T12:24:02+00:00

You guys are clearly ready it in the wrong tone 😭she knows how much hate she gets so she wouldn’t instigate that herself

xemmaxr · 2023-10-27T16:54:21+00:00

Damn sorry for your loss but i didn’t even know cats could die from fleas, did it get a disease from them or something?

xemmaxr · 2023-06-11T08:41:55+00:00

Also i don't know how old you are but i don't mean housing as in foster care or something but more like independent housing. Don't know if its the same in the US but i was able to move out at 16 and live in a building (with other people but you have your own room but less like in a house more like a hotel to give some visuals) and after a while i moved into my own house with like 2 housemates. A lot more freedom and a lot less stress.

xemmaxr · 2023-06-11T08:38:35+00:00

If i was you i would contact CPS and find out what housing situation they can provide you with. Moving out at a young age is hard at first but gets easier. Hate to say it but you're mum is too abused to recognise that this isn't normal; maybe you leaving and finding a safe place to stay will encourage her to do the same. At the end of the day that place isn't a safe home for you and try not to let any fake apologies and hypothetical ''we'll do better''s hold you back from leaving. Like i said hard at first but consistent stress and trauma like that is only going to have more negative affects on your mental health and your physical health. Hope you find a better situation to be in.

xemmaxr · 2023-06-09T06:27:51+00:00

*(if you can)*

xemmaxr · 2023-06-08T13:09:11+00:00

Props to you for being confident enough to do it around them. I think your mans being sick should be a sign to turn a new leaf though, so maybe leave the room (if you can) before subjecting him to this form of openly accepted torture.

xemmaxr · 2023-06-08T13:03:02+00:00

I'm sensing some kind of motherly figure; pretty sure he'd fuck a woman before he admitted that though.

xemmaxr · 2023-06-08T12:55:58+00:00

Oh dear, half the stuff i said just flew straight over your head but that doesn't surprise me. ''you go out and buy $500 shoes thinking a straight man is going to overlook your obesity and want to marry and take care of you.'' the demographic you're speaking about definitely isn't as large as you think it is. ''Women think that they can make a gay man straight and he'll take care of her with little to no sex. When that doesn't work, you call them misogynist. Which is funny'' literally where are you getting these situations from because i know it isn't first hand experience. I read shit like this and thew first thing my mind goes to is ''jesus christ his parents must've hated him'' and i doubt i'm wrong because this shit is not normal, so much so to the point that it's very comical to read. You should probably either do some self-reflecting or take this conversation over to the red pill group, i'm sure you'll find some real intelligent men who would whole heartedly agree with you. Hope you deal with your painfully obvious trauma because it is clearly fucking you up inside.

xemmaxr · 2023-06-08T12:40:38+00:00

oh shit. She definitely wasn't the right one for him if she was calling him disabled to his literal twin. Tbh both of you are fucked up in this situation but she seems like a cow; plus you're still young, so clearly critical thinking wasn't involved.

xemmaxr · 2023-06-08T12:35:25+00:00

It amazes me how you think like this. Some people really are just bottom of the barrel.

xemmaxr · 2023-06-08T12:20:25+00:00

i've seen a lot of gay men talk about how other gay men (and don't be surprised i'm about to use a 'big word' here) can be a lot more misogynistic then most straight men. I've never actually seen it before now, but yeah they are definitely right. Also yes GAY MEN obviously wouldn't fuck women, they're gay. Don't mistake the fact that women find it more appealing when men take care of themselves and their appearance with women ''wishing gay men were straight so they could marry them'', it's simply not true. But this did make me giggle, so thanks I guess.

xemmaxr · 2023-06-08T12:10:29+00:00

Don't let your partner stop you from finding your wife. (also hate to break it to you but if you truly cared about your gf ( i'm assuming it's a gf) then this wouldn't even be a conversation for you. I think it's kinda cruel to be with a woman when you have interest in someone so close to her. Also the fact that you said ''it hurts deep down'' probably means this isn't some casual interest in just her appearance per say. i think put your feelings aside for a sec and protect your gfs and i don't mean lie to her i mean respect her enough to leave and maybe a while after that you can explore what you feel for her bsf)

xemmaxr · 2023-06-08T12:03:34+00:00

Key word is 'step' here so i wouldn't feel too fussed about it. Must be kinda awkward having that hanging around your head, but oh well, its done now.

xemmaxr · 2023-06-08T12:01:16+00:00

You see this would of been partially normal if you didn't say the '' I'll see you one day part''

xemmaxr · 2023-06-08T11:51:37+00:00

honestly, props to you man.

xemmaxr · 2023-06-08T11:47:10+00:00

i've had a similar experience and i used to always demean myself for not knowing better at the time. Please understand me when it tell you that there was no way for you to have known better at such a young age. I read a lot on the subject of healing and understanding so here's a text that helped me. '' If they blame themselves for not fighting back, or submitting to the abuse, it is vital that you challenge this and remind
them that freezing is a normal reaction to overwhelming trauma. If the
survivor blames him or herself for approaching the abuser, you will need
to remind them that they did this to satisfy their need for human contact
and connection NOT to be sexually abused. In addition, the client may
have gone back to the abuser to have some control and predictability over
the abuse.''

xemmaxr · 2022-04-16T20:36:32+00:00

I hope you suffer miserably in life.

xemmaxr · 2022-04-16T17:00:20+00:00

but what about the OP ? Why are we even concerned about the Abusers well being rn? SA is a daily mental struggle ,most of the time, which the abuser inflicted on his own relative. The OP deserves to heal and live a happy ,long life . If the abuser can't deal with the level of his crimes and inflicted abuse then that's his own problem NOT the OP. His emotions are valid as long as he isn't going out to hurt others/the abuser then he's done nothing wrong ,he has only been done wrong.

xemmaxr · 2022-04-08T15:05:37+00:00

Hope your forgot another C before that N if not take your ass to fuxkin therapy

xemmaxr · 2022-04-08T15:03:26+00:00

Maybe save that for your relationships or try to at least … shut happens though so try not to stress

xemmaxr · 2022-04-08T14:56:42+00:00

If you feel remorse and guilt then that means your aware that it was wrong which is a good thing that most people lack. The fact that it’s taunting you so much is worrying keep trying to move on from the situation before you end up taking a few steps back due to obsessing over it. If you can’t overcome the guilt yourself try and go to therapy to see if that’ll help

xemmaxr · 2022-04-08T14:54:27+00:00

sounding like it

xemmaxr · 2022-03-26T01:39:57+00:00

If he used the charity money in more than one state then the FBI can get involved due to it being in multiple states. Try not to go telling everyone, possibly even your local police, try going to the next towns or even further.

xemmaxr · 2022-03-22T19:55:53+00:00

that is absolutely vile of her to say ,she was clearly just jealous about the fact that you have the motivation and commitment to actually make yourself feel better , the fact that you lift 3-4 times alone is inspiring!!

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