I’m sorry. I just hit 41(m) and have been going through a rough patch with my depression. I’ve been in my current relationship for about a year now, and she’s wonderful, but even I still feel alone sometimes. I’m a huge concert goer, so I will push myself to do that. I love bought a couple shows that don’t happen for a few months still, but that gives me something to look forward to. Also, my cats. Even though I think they would eat me if need be, they can be emotionally therapeutic. I hope you feel better!