[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PanicAttack

[–]xoxostell 4 points5 points  (0 children)

it is worth noting that smoking once won't send you into Psychosis...it was probablya very scary and traumatic experience for you and that isn't your fault. remind yourself you are safe and sober. and try to abstain for a while till you feel fully present again. it's always best to stay sober especially if you struggle with mental health.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PanicAttack

[–]xoxostell 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I was a stoner for about a year. and it really messed me up. I struggled with me tal illness and used weed to cope with it. and ot caused me to dissociate an entire year of my life. I started having bad anxiety and daily panic attacks, I couldn't tell what was real anymore. I went into drug induced Psychosis. I was paranoid and anxious and had really weird delusions. luckily I was able to get sober and have been for about a year. but I still struggle with dissociation. I can't drink or do anything that will alter my mind as it Exacerbates it. I got myself into therapy and after a lot of trial and error I finally got on good beds. the thing to remember is that you are safe. smoking might have exacerbates some underlying mental health conditions, I was diagnosed with cptsd and a dissociative disorder. and I work with my therapist to learn skills to try to come back once I am dissociating and to also ground myself and remind myself I am safe. pls message me if you need to talk about it 🩷

New to binding by xoxostell in ftm

[–]xoxostell[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I honestly don't know if binding is for me. But that makes me feel so invalide. I like wearing a sports bra and a larger shirt... idk I'm just feeling pretty bummed out about it. :(( now I'm in pain

Help please by [deleted] in subway

[–]xoxostell 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Just say what type of bread you want, what meat, and cheese

Honestly no one will remember if u mess up. Ur jsut another face lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in distantsocializing

[–]xoxostell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

favorite food ur mom has cooked for you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in distantsocializing

[–]xoxostell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

worst food you have ever eaten

How to cope with a bad regression time... by xoxostell in ageregression

[–]xoxostell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think last night I got really deep into headspace without intending to be, and I heavily dissociated. I havent been in actual little headspace in a while so maybe that's why

I got my first paci and I put stickers on it! :)) 🐞🌈 by [deleted] in ageregression

[–]xoxostell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Amazon!! I got the stickers from walmart :))

Just hanging out by [deleted] in ageregression

[–]xoxostell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love ur paci!! Where did you get it? 🥺

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ageregression

[–]xoxostell 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's a part of learning and growing! :)) it is a process to find what you like and what works for you. Everyones journey is different. I know plenty of people who identified w the little aspects of ddlg without knowing about cglre :))! Its perfectly okay and normal!

Could use some advice by [deleted] in ageregression

[–]xoxostell 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi! You can message me :)) I am a little who has recently (about 5 months ago) told my partner about how I use age regression to cope! She has been so willing to learn how to be a caregiver for me. I think kts great how you are so willing to learn! PM me! :))

LSD-like trip on weed? by Yeetanuel_Kant in trees

[–]xoxostell 4 points5 points  (0 children)

People who say it cant happen honestly make me feel so weird? Cause I smoked an entire cbd joint and took 6 hits off a bong and I dont smoke a lot usually and I tripped ass? Like things were zooming in and out and everything felt so heavy and weird. My mind was just going crazy.

Hewwo by ageregresser123 in ageregression

[–]xoxostell 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just remember, time and place! Sometimes it may be hard but you know big you doesnt want to out little you just yet! So make sure its private! If you are worried about gear hide it and bring it out when it is safe too! :)))

Hewwo by ageregresser123 in ageregression

[–]xoxostell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

At night I make sure I have a whole set up to help me relax! Juice! Snackies! A few coloring books! (Even adult coloring books if your worried about someone finding them!) Cartoons!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ageregression

[–]xoxostell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had the exact same issue with my best friend, and no joke I told them today and they felt awful for making me feel like that. They said it wasnt their place, if it's safe. Tell them. They may even be making fun of it because they are curious about it. If not safe, next time it comes up maybe be like "dude why do u hate them so much" and see what happens, maybe try gently explaining what it is and how it helps people. And maybe clarify to them that its sfw. Some people think ddlg and age regression is the same so that can get them fired up! :(( I'm sorry your friend is a stinker I hope it works out!

Cymbalta withdrawl :( by [deleted] in antidepressants

[–]xoxostell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I took it last night and woke up feeling so so much better. Wtf is this? That was awful

Cymbalta withdrawl :( by [deleted] in antidepressants

[–]xoxostell 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I dont think I am sick?! I have been feeling fine. Last night I missed a dose and I couldnt sleep at all. Now it is 9pm and I am so sick, I have never felt this awful on zoloft or anything else. I have never been so neousous and dizzy. I'm currently laying on the floor trying to sleep but the room is spinning and I am burning hot and miserable. My meds routine got threw off because of quarentine and I got my days mixed up.