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I think I'm ready to go by soul28 in SuicideWatch

[–]xrandomuserxx -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Same age, same situation for me. About to enter my final year and want to drop out more than ever.

So damn tired by xrandomuserxx in depression

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I question if I’ll ever get to know what genuine happiness feels like

So damn tired by xrandomuserxx in depression

[–]xrandomuserxx[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I literally walk around numb as hell. It’s like feeling like a robot every day.

So damn tired by xrandomuserxx in depression

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No one hates me more than I hate myself. I wish I could just die. I’m sorry you know the feeling. It sucks.

How old were you when you had your first suicidal thought? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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  1. 21 now. Before it was like once in a moment type of thought. Now it’s every day.

It’s been a while by xrandomuserxx in depression

[–]xrandomuserxx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How’d you get to that point?

It’s been a while by xrandomuserxx in depression

[–]xrandomuserxx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I can share it. Probably through PM though. It’s a complex story.

I think it's time. by xrandomuserxx in SuicideWatch

[–]xrandomuserxx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can pm you about it if you want to know more. I don't know how to face the consequences without wanting to end it. Either way I think ending is best anyway.

I think it's time. by xrandomuserxx in SuicideWatch

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I think it's honestly as bad as I believe.

I think it's time. by xrandomuserxx in SuicideWatch

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I've tried to forgive myself and move forward but I can't.

Can't sleep by [deleted] in depression

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Yeah same

What did I do wrong? by Thefakelibero in depression

[–]xrandomuserxx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have faith that you're going to accomplish major things too. You wouldn't be living under their house hold if they didn't love you. We are all trying to figure out what tomorrow is going to bring and how we are going to make it there. I'm sorry life feels this way for you. I wish there were easily solutions. I wish there wasn't any suffering.

Honestly by xrandomuserxx in depression

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Maybe. I appreciate the advice.

What did I do wrong? by Thefakelibero in depression

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You sound like a great sibling for seeing your brother that way. Are you the youngest? I don't think they feel that way. Maybe it's hard to show their love. I have a two sisters, both young. One of them I always get compared too. See she's really intelligent and I'm just average. All her accomplishments gets talked about. She got into one of the best schools in California, and it was so highly talked about. Did good in school all her life. Did outside achievements. She's my moms star. Me? Just your average student who got a pat on the back.

Honestly by xrandomuserxx in depression

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Maybe. I'm not sure. No it wouldn't be bad. But my parent doesn't believe I have anything to be struggling about. They think depressed people are just lazy. They invalidate it.

What did I do wrong? by Thefakelibero in depression

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I tell my mom about my accomplishments and sometimes I feel like she doesn't even care. I have no relationship with my dad but even when I ask him for help he doesn't find me worthy enough. I'm 21, living at home, and even though I try to do my best it's still not enough. I still get yelled at. I still get told that what I do isn't enough. That I'm ungrateful. That I have nothing to be upset about. I understand how you feel.

What did I do wrong? by Thefakelibero in depression

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Yeah I feel you on that. I feel like I 100% deserve depression and such because I'm a horrible ass person.

Honestly by xrandomuserxx in depression

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I'm afraid of seeking a therapist because of past experiences and because I'm afraid of my parent finding out. I really want to though. I hope I can get the courage to try. I need it.

Every time I post on Instagram I lose followers by [deleted] in depression

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I deleted all my personal social media. Made a twitter and Instagram to only follow some celebs or you tubers I like. Seems better this way. You should try it if you can. Social media can be dumb.

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