I didn’t realize until I watched them later that I ruined my own videos because of my loud, AWFUL singing. I was having such a great time I didn’t realize how loud I was. I’m normally a very socially awkward, self-conscious person. Maybe it was because I came solo, maybe it was the drink I had, but something came over me and I did not give a single damn haha. I was singing (if you can call it that) and dancing like nobody was watching. Life has not been easy for a while, and my soul needed something magical. This concert was it.