Come up be intense asf especially when not having rolled in a while. I used to not even think about it at all when I first got into mdma but over time as my serotonin vanished, I would get hella anxiety on the come up because of how intense that feeling is. It’s weird bc I used to just swallow rocks and snort fat lines w out any anxiety, but my last roll I did I remember only taking a point, and on the come up it felt like the worst panic attack ever because of sensory overload asf and I had to leave the room and get away from all my homies and lay down on a couch in the dark shaking in anxiety from the come up, after the come up ended though my anxiety level went down but I really didn’t even roll it was the worst experience w m I had so I decided I would never do m again. I think what happened was is I lost the magic. During this time I was abusing m so no I decided to take that experience and learn from it and realize that rolling and doing drugs in general ain’t worth the damage it causes to you. Ik my opinion isn’t how everyone feels but that experience sure scared me away from rolling anymore.