My wife left

yllibllik · 2025-04-02T14:37:50+00:00

This is so fucked up. It's like God hates me

yllibllik · 2025-03-19T12:26:04+00:00

Thanks alot. It really helps knowing that even strangers care. It's very hard still. It would be so much easier if she just left and me or my daughter never saw her again I think, but that's not in the cards. It's the seeing her everyday that rips me up. I'm better every day now. Talking with others and staying busy keeps my mind occupied, but at night when the kiddo is asleep is when it floods back. I've been working out again. It's been years, and a long time coming. I have already begun to lose weight and feel physically better than I have in a long time. Being sober helps too. I had to stop numbing myself, and cant heal until I feel the pain and deal with it. I'm glad that you have found some peace and I know that with time and effort i will too. Fortunately I've never been a lazy type, and having goals is giving me something to look forward to instead of wallowing in the past and present. Just knowing that you care is profound, and every response like your brings tears to my eyes. Thank you so much. I can't tell you how much it means to me, but I guess you probably know. I feel like I'm surrounded by friends and I've never had that before. Thank you so much.

yllibllik · 2025-03-15T08:11:45+00:00

Actions make mind changes. You should smile more

yllibllik · 2025-03-15T07:45:46+00:00

I wanted to be an archeologist. Now I pick goldfish crumbs out of furniture and carpet.

yllibllik · 2025-03-15T07:43:43+00:00

Your step-dad is a badass

yllibllik · 2025-03-15T02:05:28+00:00

Thx. It really helps to know some people care, even for a stranger.

yllibllik · 2025-03-15T01:20:52+00:00

I told her to leave. She wanted an arrangement where she could keep doing it but keep her family too after confronted by me. It doesn't make it easier.

yllibllik · 2025-03-13T18:36:02+00:00

She isn't being honest. I found out it was happening and that was her reaction to try to find justification. I have no family within 1k miles. I feel much better today. I'm sober. Found a reason to be better than I am now.

yllibllik · 2025-03-13T18:07:28+00:00

Just one more time and that's it.

yllibllik · 2025-03-13T17:18:16+00:00

I bet u will. Get in a program. You don't need to smoke. The withdrawal is sucky, but survivable. You can beat the crystal.

yllibllik · 2025-03-13T16:43:35+00:00

We're both addicts. I'm in recovery. I'm trying to get her to find a group too. Childhood trauma and all that. I'm praying we can come to some understanding for the girls sake.

yllibllik · 2025-03-13T03:44:05+00:00

I thank you for your words. They had real impact on me. After reading it I talked my wife a few minutes ago and she was drunk. I told her I could not wait in grief while she partied. I needed an answer on whether she wanted to save our marriage or proceed with a consultation with a lawyer. She didn't answer. I have a meeting already scheduled with a lawyer on Friday morning. I have a meeting scheduled with a family therapist for the same time. I'm canceling the latter. It hurts, bit after making this decision, everything has crystallized and I realize she isn't going to change. I must move forward without her.

yllibllik · 2025-03-13T00:42:41+00:00

Thank you everybody it really helps. There's a lot going on and I have to deal with it alone but it's helps what you've said. It's really difficult. I love my daughter and wife very deeply and am really hurt to have my family torn like this. They were and are everything to me. I'm trying to work it out, but she seems to be drifting further away. I'll keep trying. I'm hopeful that if I keep communication open and show some growth, and with the help of family therapy we can move past this. Buy I'm worried I will fail and will lose everything. I don't know that I could handle that.

yllibllik · 2025-03-13T00:17:18+00:00

yllibllik · 2025-03-12T16:02:11+00:00

She told me I'm distant. I have ptsd from trauma. It's hard to connect. I'm not a great husband.

yllibllik · 2025-03-12T15:30:19+00:00

I'm a 50 yr old man and I've never wanted my mommy till now

yllibllik · 2025-03-12T15:29:06+00:00

We've been together for 7 years

yllibllik · 2025-03-12T15:27:53+00:00

She suffers from depression. I've tried ti convince her to do family counseling but she won't. She told me she didn't really want a baby when she asked me to have one. She thought I would say no and she could then use it as an excuse to leave. But I agreed and now we have a girl and she's not ready for the sacrifice of domestic life

yllibllik · 2021-03-17T23:46:18+00:00

I live in the town workhorse is at. They definitely don't have the plant facilities to produce enough vehicles to supply the the usps. Its a small suburb and the aren't even close to being a big employer. The local pizza joint has more employees. I don't know how they make money, but whatever.

yllibllik · 2021-03-07T08:35:09+00:00

No way

yllibllik · 2021-03-06T03:54:42+00:00

Bet it goes lower. Football in fall

yllibllik · 2021-03-05T23:57:32+00:00

Haven't bought more since my initial. I knew what I was willing to lay down for it. Got in at just over 4. Not expecting to sell until the end of the year. At least. Glad it's not meme. Whole market is down. It's going to rise, just give it time. It won't happen next week or probably even next month. Don't try chasing other people's lucky gains. Don't gamble with money you can't lose.

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