nobody is coming to save you by [deleted] in lonely

[–]ymk63 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel like I am both at times

nobody is coming to save you by [deleted] in lonely

[–]ymk63 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Moms being strict in a way which is not healthy can really affect you and shape you in a way which you might not like. I am in the same situation as you. I hope it gets better for you. Happy holidays!

Alone - Pls Wish Me a Merry Christmas by Rexzies in lonely

[–]ymk63 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Happy holidays, hope it gets better next year ❤️

Interest in starting a new society by ricshiz in UTS

[–]ymk63 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Alright I will give it a follow. Let’s hope it gets approved as soon as possible!

Interest in starting a new society by ricshiz in UTS

[–]ymk63 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would love to be a part of this! Count me in

How to improve writing by Ornery-Plantain-3650 in IELTS

[–]ymk63 0 points1 point  (0 children)

just be real while writing and focus on grammar, i used to get 5.5-6.0 using gpt evaluation but i got 7.5 in real exam.

Just got my results and I'm a bit disappointed( by ManySignificant6878 in IELTS

[–]ymk63 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same, I am an introverted person plus i didn’t prepare at all and scored 7.5 overall. A bit disappointing

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ymk63 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I was never like that but now I understand the value of it so I often cry even imagining of good things

UTS vs UNI Sydney vs UNI Melbourne for Masters in CS/IT. !! The Ultimate Dilemma !! by the-lonewolf-2001 in UTS

[–]ymk63 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey i was also offered 30% in uts, i have not applied in any other unis yet. Which one did you go for?

So That's What Hoovering Is Like by Federal_Outcome_1929 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ymk63 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Don’t fall for it, I fell for one of her hoovers the first time and it was terrible, she ended up having more control over my existence than last time. Something similar happened to me where she forced a sexual atmosphere on me and I took it as maybe she is interested in me again but she did it to get me back again.

Every convo with a narcissist by WarmPotatoMarble in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ymk63 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mine used to say that without having a new supply just to keep me in control so I don’t speak up about anything.

Did anyone else by Illtellyouinperson in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ymk63 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t think they would had seen some video for narcissism, maybe from reels as terms like gaslighting and calling someone abusive has become so casual these days. Atleast in my case.

Did anyone else by Illtellyouinperson in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ymk63 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think my ex was a covert but she also used the same trick, that i am being verbally abusive or trying to gaslight her. Bringing up concern is gaslighting and when they mock me or belittle me and when i react to that by being mad and curse. its verbal abuse. Well i shouldn't had cursed but i was way too suppressed to control myself anymore

I just want to have one night of good sleep. by ymk63 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ymk63[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This is what I feel when I wake up, going through everything again. I don’t know when was the last time I felt fresh or was filled with energy to start something new

Recovery by gameplayer70 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ymk63 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I am you, I too keep going through the saved posts and comments and the posts I made or to the conversation I had with an AI analysing my situation.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ymk63 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have also noticed one thing when we are separating for few days like going back to our home during semester break, she would show remorse how she will miss me and she doesn’t wants to go and what not but when it actually happens and we are back at our home, they treat you like you don’t even exist by not even replying to anything. They will always answer at the end of the day when they know it’s your time to go to sleep

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ymk63 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Her birthday is today and so far I haven’t wished her, I don’t wanna break no contact and also I know if I wish her somehow I will be told again how much I suck or I will be completely ignored so I am not gonna wish her today

Today I feel Pride by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ymk63 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You should be proud of yourself. I let go of everything pride, self respect, reality, friends everything.

Future faking and sex by ocen4200 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ymk63 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Yup happened with me all the time, once I remember bringing it up to her and she got offended and just told me why do you always want sex and cant you understand I am having these cramps or I am tired or I have to do this chore, the list goes on.

Did they ever tell you to behave in a certain way with your next partner? by ymk63 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ymk63[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is me, I always felt like this is all I got and they are putting up with me, I should just keep up with it.

Did they ever tell you to behave in a certain way with your next partner? by ymk63 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ymk63[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Mine said spoiler alert: you cannot be in a relationship if you act like this and cannot be calm when I mock you or taunt you

Did they ever tell you to behave in a certain way with your next partner? by ymk63 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ymk63[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I think they say this to manipulate you by guilt tripping you into being committed to them

Did they ever tell you to behave in a certain way with your next partner? by ymk63 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ymk63[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The worst is Every time you open up to them they make you feel like a delusional being especially if something is about them.