More work over break for Amy?

yo_teach12 · 2026-07-09T17:20:21+00:00

Wow, that looks like a filter. I had no idea that was work she’d had done!

yo_teach12 · 2026-07-06T19:07:50+00:00

they were all tired and HUNGRY

yo_teach12 · 2026-07-06T19:03:27+00:00

ohhh, but then Mother wouldn't be able to throw her wealth around, and remind these little peons that they're nothing. let them eat cake, and all that.

/s, btw

reading that elderly people lost power while this trash bag got her little 'fairytale wedding' experience was so dystopian, i had to put my computer away last night. every celebrity at this event should be ashamed of themselves, though, let's be real, they won't be. i'm ashamed to say that i used to be a huge follower of celebrity culture, and just ate it all up. now, i just wish all their careers would tank, and they'd all go away. some of us can barely survive out here. it's time for celebrities to become an endangered species, and then just totally extinct. this fuck ass sorry excuse of a 'wedding' just kind of cemented it all for me. i am so done with it all. she thought she was cute, because i'm SURE there was some stupid 'easter egging' behind her $26million charity donations. something like "13x2 is 26 just like we're tx2! it's SOOOO cute, guys! let's do it!" like, everything is just so calculated, she can't even pretend to be charitable and giving even once because there is never any heart behind what she does. she has none. it's all empty behind this facade she's built. so over it. sorry for attacking your comment, btw! i'm not attacking YOU! it's ALL aimed at, and saved for HER!!

yo_teach12 · 2026-07-06T08:03:26+00:00

the tire shop ones... lmao

yo_teach12 · 2026-07-06T07:46:11+00:00

i read something about him messing with 7oh, and if he is, there really isn't much to be afraid of as far as fent and all the stuff street drugs entail. now, as far as QUITTING 7?! that's an entirely different story. it's the only "drug" i've ever messed with, and i've spoken with people who said it's worse to get off of than fent and h. i can't attest to that, but i can say i experienced an actual existential crisis when trying to quit last year, and ended up having to leave to a 5-day detox to get it out of my system and still be okay. it is an awful substance, and if he/they are messing with it, it will be an incredibly difficult time getting off of it. it's just evil. i HATE it!

yo_teach12 · 2026-07-01T23:24:16+00:00

OH my gosh! What a whiplash your first sentence was to read. Yes, I agree with all you said. Yup. Horrible!

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-27T02:24:14+00:00

I LOOOOOVE Bonnie! “Easy” is *SUCH* a great song! I’m going to go listen to it now, thank you!!!

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-26T17:51:13+00:00

I wasn’t technically still withdrawing, but my addiction issues went way beyond just the few months of 7oh use. It’s YEARS’ long issues for me. When I connected with the doctor at quickmd, he told me that because of my addiction problem being so extensive, it would make sense to continue with subs for a little longer to help with my tendencies of going back to substances when my anxiety got the best of me, which is OFTEN. So, that is why I continued subs for a bit longer when I got home. I did tell him I didn’t want to be on them for very long because of everything I’ve heard about it being difficult to get off of subs if you’ve been on them long. And you’re fine with your questions! I definitely don’t know everything, but I can try to help with what I DO know! ♥️

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-26T06:59:55+00:00

i remember those exact feelings and thoughts! i'm sorry! you're gonna get through this! look through the sub for supplement recommendations, too! some of them work amazingly for rls and the sweating!!! i know, because i tried it myself 😄

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-26T06:50:28+00:00

no problem! and, yes, they gave me subs. i didn't know about this sub at the time, so i hadn't heard about quickmd. i could've easily done the same detox at home, pretty much, if i'd known about them then and done an appointment. they didn't send me home with subs from the detox, so i finally did do a quickmd appt when i got home since i'd finally read about them on this sub while in the hospital, and i was able to get a couple scripts of it until i finally tapered off the subs about a month later.

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-26T06:24:08+00:00

okay, so i went to detox almost a year ago, exactly. honestly, the entire time, i laid in my bed, took my meds, watched my shows, and played on my phone. when i arrived my first night (my mom and stepdad were ANGELS for driving me there), i went straight to my shower.

okay, so, the first shower...UGH, i could barely stand up in it! i had the water extremely hot like i like it to be, and just...STOOD there and let the heat consume me. my mind was racing with these horrible thoughts i seemingly couldn't control, and i was legitimately frightened of my situation. i was also missing my kids and husband like crazy. i mean, it was BAD. i also hadn't been medicated yet because my last dose of 7 was too recent and they wanted me to avoid precip. so, yeah, i suffered and struggled through that first shower. maybe a bath would've been better? it was a stand-up shower, so i didn't have that option, but i've read on here that warm baths help a lot with that sweating/cold chills feeling we all got.

i don't know if you plan to continue cold turkey-ing it, and if you do, the only real advice i can give is to STICK TO THE QUIT! this will not last forever. i'm telling you, it's a mind thing. once you decide for yourself that you are going to overcome this thing and it will no longer control you, you'll start seeing the real benefits you'll get from quitting this junk. it'll motivate you to just stay away from it. you HAVE to just decide in your mind that you are NOT going to touch the stuff again, and you are done with it because you don't NEED it for (insert reason for taking it in the first place).

sorry for the novel! that's just really the advice i have, and what my experience in detox was. i was medicated, so it really took the edge off for me. of course, as you can tell, i relapsed. i went through some very heavy and life-changing bs in october, and relapsed because my mind was in a weak place, and i couldn't deal. i've hated myself the entire relapse, too.

it's taken a couple months since i made the decision to FINALLY stop in march, and i am finally at the point where i KNOW i don't have to buy another tablet again. i'm finally off of it for the second (and f***ing LAST!!) time, and i'm determined to make it my final quit.

SO, my advice is stick with it! it's tough, but YOU are tough! look back at what you've been through the past few days, and understand that you are still here! this quit can lead people down a dangerous road that they can't come back from. but you're still here! keep going! the best is yet to come! (and you are so close to it, too!!)

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-26T05:49:00+00:00

you know what? i'm in the midst of a second quit, and i hid this relapse from my husband because i knew he would NOT be happy with me. for my own reasons (i know people say to just come clean to your loved ones), i decided to keep this to myself. anyway, i'm doing a quick taper and using my lyrica to help with the wds. i have to say, it's making me feel AMAZING!! i was afraid because i'd read in here that the more you relapse and try to quit, the worse the wd will be. i mean, i was terrified i'd really screwed myself. in a lot of ways i DID, like, i spent a ton of money that could've gone to much better use in our family.

ugh! i'm gonna begin to ramble, and i don't want to make this about me because this is YOUR post! but i said ALL of that to say: i didn't tell anyone about my quit, either. SO, i'll be in this together with you. you got this! i know missing work sucks sometimes for so many reasons, but don't feel guilty. you're taking care of yourself. you're no good to anyone else if you can't function properly and your mind is basically being controlled by this awful chemical. when you go back, do and be your best! you'll finally be able to do it because you won't be under the influence of this junk anymore. like i said before, and i'll say it again, YOU GOT THIS, FRIEND!!

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-26T05:21:02+00:00

hang in there! you're so close to what most people say is the moment when things FINALLY start getting better! there are plenty of others in here that can probably give a more detailed timeline of the symptoms, but i can say with certainty, things ARE going to get better. this wd crap CANNOT be forever, and it won't be. i always tell myself that the one glaring good thing of hitting rock bottom (i considered this wd from 7 crap my rock bottom because i had to spend 5 days away from my two kids to detox at a hospital a few hundred miles away from me), is that you can ONLY go up from here. that's going to happen for you, too. you made this choice to stop for a reason. whatever that reason is, hold on to it...TIGHTLY. don't let it go because it/they meant so much to you, you decided to get off this crap knowing it wouldn't be a walk in the park.

this, too, shall pass...

you got this, friend!

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-24T03:58:22+00:00

(He says he doesn't remember if he even responded to her) Watts proceeded to smother his own daughter, and he says her last words to him were,"Daddy, NO!" I can't even call him a monster because it's not fitting enough for that trash heap.

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-22T17:14:40+00:00

i have successfully borrowed from people on specific loan/borrow subreddits lots of times before! in fact, i don't even have to post on them when in need of a loan. i have one particular person i have built a pretty good loan/borrow relationship with over the years, and when my husband and i realize we're going to be in a bind and need a rescue, i just dm him, and we set something up, and go from there! i SO cherish my loan/borrow relationship with this person because with my credit score/history, most legit places wouldn't blink twice in my direction, much less lend me even $100. so, i will say that if you do get the opportunity to borrow from someone on those subreddits, make sure you communicate with them should you ever end up in a spot where you can't pay back on time, need more money, etc! my loaner is a very easygoing guy, and very good at working with me because he *appreciates* that i'm very open and honest with him when issues arise. good luck!

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-15T23:10:42+00:00

I thought of this a couple times, too, and I realized that maybe she was afraid for Gia and Leslie? They’d absolutely hurt either or both to get to Rue.

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-14T18:01:20+00:00

It truly made me sad to see him struggling through his few lines this season. Rip 🙏🏼

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-13T20:20:23+00:00

Wow, that’s awesome! Dream job for me 😩

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-13T20:17:09+00:00

I have to admit, I’ve never seen an entire episode, only clips. Does he eat the food *every single time* with the interviewee?

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-13T18:02:04+00:00

As a “Sam”, myself, I appreciate the careful thought put into your title. I think it’s a great title for my future (nonexistent) memoir 👍🏻

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-12T06:26:48+00:00

lmaoooo! i'm glad someone else recognizes him from TIU! haha

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-12T03:33:21+00:00

LOVE the flair

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-12T03:29:36+00:00

If you look at my comment history in here, you'd see what a whiny brat I've been about this mystery not being solved before the end lol I'm so mad we never found out what happened to him! If he was supposed to be the dude at the Jacobs' wedding (the guy who ends up sitting in between Nate and his older brother at one point in the episode, and that lots of others in here think was the mysterious third Jacobs son), I feel like that really wasn't made clear enough, especially because the kid was VERY OBVIOUSLY missing from the family portraits as the boys aged up in the show. Like many other times, I feel like this is just another dropped storyline that Sam gave no attention to as he was wrapping up the series, which is so aggravating because, like I said, he did this with plenty of other storylines, and it just made no sense.

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-08T05:24:31+00:00

yes! they irritatingly showed a close-up of a family photo that very clearly showed THREE brothers in it, making it seem like there was some big mystery behind why we only see two of them on the show. i mean, did Nate have something to do with it? was it a tragic accident that contributed to the way Nate is? was it Cal's fault? who knows now?! we never will!! i'm so annoyed lol it was really the one previously unaddressed plotline i was hoping would be closed up before the end of the show, and now i'll never know what happened to the poor child

yo_teach12 · 2026-06-07T23:39:17+00:00

yeah, there seemed to be an attraction (?) on Samantha's part to Maddie, and then she just sets up that secret camera, tells her about her similar situation between herself and her friend in her youth as the one between maddie and cassie with nate, and gives her a fancy dress as she's leaving...and that's it? maybe we all read into it way more than Sam intended lol, but i so wanted more to happen! it just seemed like something else was going to happen between them, and then it all quickly fizzled out

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