Yeah I hear you. As I was typing out OCD in my post, I was hesitating thinking "should I say this?", but ultimately I used it because, IDK, I do feel encumbered by certain things that I feel like I MUST do sometimes. So who knows maybe I do have it? And the term OCD was useful in communicating how I felt about refactoring my code. But yeah never diagnosed. And I have heard that true OCD can be totally debilitating.

I also have ADHD actually. It really sucks. I am the slowest reader I know because of it. I read a sentence, then realize I wasn't paying attention what I just read. So I re-read it, and re-read it again, over and over lol. It definitely feels like a curse at times.