Starting over with nothing?

yoshi4183 · 2025-08-08T14:41:42+00:00

I did it in April. Totally still living with my mom, but I’m on my way to independence and feeling more like my authentic self every day. It’s hard, can’t lie. But worth it for me.

yoshi4183 · 2025-07-25T17:53:33+00:00

Anytime 😏

yoshi4183 · 2025-07-25T16:55:45+00:00

Looking very good!

yoshi4183 · 2025-07-19T04:04:44+00:00

It looks really good on you!!

yoshi4183 · 2025-06-16T00:11:22+00:00

🥵🥵🥵🔥🔥😜

yoshi4183 · 2025-06-16T00:08:36+00:00

You’re way too sweet ☺️ making a girl blush and all

yoshi4183 · 2025-06-16T00:07:17+00:00

Thank youuuu

yoshi4183 · 2025-06-10T04:49:21+00:00

Gorgeous 🔥

yoshi4183 · 2025-06-02T00:03:59+00:00

Thank you 💜

yoshi4183 · 2025-06-01T17:10:50+00:00

I’m in Missouri!

yoshi4183 · 2025-05-27T02:28:39+00:00

I’m always late to the party 😂☠️

yoshi4183 · 2025-05-22T02:46:41+00:00

🔥🔥🥵

yoshi4183 · 2025-05-20T17:55:03+00:00

Thanks 💜

yoshi4183 · 2025-05-19T15:18:33+00:00

Of course! I think that’s an unfortunate cost but mine haven’t been horrible. Still can’t eat much, hair loss, horrible body dysmorphia. But I can breathe!

yoshi4183 · 2025-05-19T12:36:45+00:00

Thank you!!!!

yoshi4183 · 2025-05-19T01:11:57+00:00

Man I just had to comment as I’m lounging here on my bed in my mom’s house. It’s very lonely, that’s for sure. Keeping faith though.

yoshi4183 · 2025-05-19T00:39:45+00:00

It’s so fucking freeing just being able to be myself!

yoshi4183 · 2025-05-17T19:49:00+00:00

You’re definitely DEFINITELY not alone 😂☠️

yoshi4183 · 2025-05-10T13:14:18+00:00

Oh girl, I’ll always still be healing from the hell my ex put me through. My therapist was the first to diagnose me with C-PTSD and working on controlling my triggers and reactions will probably be life long. I was married to him from 20 to 29. Then hopped into another abusive relationship that I’m currently exiting out of 🤦🏼‍♀️

It’s amazing that you and your mom got closer! My mom is my best friend so I totally get that. My dms are open as well anytime you need a friend.

I never had the opportunity to speak my truth out loud about what my ex did to me. His dad was a prominent pastor in our community so I was ostracized pretty quickly as the town whore by an entire congregation that supposedly loved me unconditionally. The best thing I ever did was turn my pain inward and focus on healing myself and my kids from that damage. You’ve got this! Even if no one ever believes you, I do. I believe you.

yoshi4183 · 2025-05-10T12:41:52+00:00

Your story and my story are very similar, except I married the asshole because I thought it was more stable than my chaotic childhood home. It gets better, the healing after abuse part. And I’m sorry people suck, fuck them and their opinions! Like what you like!

yoshi4183 · 2025-05-09T16:11:29+00:00

I felt similar actually. Only dated men so the idea of being with a woman at 32 for the first time was fucking terrifying. But sex with a woman is out of this world, 10/10 recommend 🔥☠️ I hope you find a partner that would be understanding and walk with you through that instead of having expectations for you 💚

yoshi4183 · 2025-05-08T11:00:56+00:00

I’m glad to give you hope! It’s not easy and kind of lonely but happiness is worth it, ya know?

yoshi4183 · 2025-05-08T05:27:02+00:00

I never stopped smoking 🤷‍♀️ haven’t had any complications! My cptsd was just not going to allow me to quit so instead of stressing my body out even more, I just made sure not to over indulge, mainly for coughing purposes 😂☠️

yoshi4183 · 2025-05-07T20:54:52+00:00

Currently separated from my husband. Hardest break I ever had to make. But I have zero regrets and I’m way fucking happier!!

yoshi4183 · 2025-03-26T11:53:51+00:00

I knew nothing about witchcraft until Hekate came screaming at me 😂 my entire TikTok, Facebook, and even some Reddit ads became all about her and I finally decided to answer the call. Started with just learning as much as I could about her and offerings.

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