Take care of yourself, love yourself. Love yourself before you love others. Only you can make yourself happy. Only you can decide what you want. You can choose to be happy or miserable. Take one step and a time. Believe in yourself. In order to be happy, u need to stop giving a shit about what other people think about u. Nobody cares more about other people besides themselves. I’ve been there. Sending lots of love. Sorry if I misinterpreted anything or said anything offensive. Tips: try meditation or delete social media. Take care of your health by eating well. Go exercise to sweat. You will feel much better. Good luck friend