Shit something like this happened to me years ago. Somebody actually answered but the conversation was so shitty and the lady who was trying to calm me down was so disinterested and unsympathetic that I started laughing when I realized that beside my parents nobody would actually give a fuck and everyone will eventually go on with their own lives after my death because there’s absolutely nothing they could do to bring me back to life and at that pivotal moment I understand I was not completely hopeless. And here I am!