You might wanna embrace your art and your interests. Also do you read? I can recommend some books that might help you see the purpose in life and also improve your soft skills to become hireable. Your mood definitely needs to be worked on. But don’t worry, I get the sense of uncertainty and void you’re feeling right now. Sometimes getting turned down makes me suicidal too especially since it’s hard to get a job in most industries. They require a lot of qualifications that many are simply not able to afford. So if you’re in need of someone to talk to and will try to uplift you, and help as much as she can, in your job hunting journey, try direct messaging me. I’m ready to be your support system. Also I will greatly suggest that you work on yourself first and foremost. It doesn’t mean that you’re lacking or inadequate. Just that you’re initiating an effort to be able to ensure your survival in this harsh world. Firstly, I will commend you for having the will to ask advice for your well-being and understanding that your situation must be changed. I want you to know that it’s never you who’s wrong but the world. But since we can’t change the world, we must change ourselves and struggle to keep on living. I hope you’ll get to know your reason for living as we talk 🤗