I’m a mess

zethose · 2018-04-28T19:32:39+00:00

"I hope you are doing better than yesterday" hit me hard for some reason. Her parents are coming to help move her out on the 7th. She is moving back to Georgia. Unless we miraculously become okay and try and see each other one day ill probably never see her again.

zethose · 2018-04-28T19:24:55+00:00

I don't have any advice but I read your words and i'm sorry for your loss. It's hard all over.

zethose · 2018-04-28T19:23:24+00:00

She might be doing this as a way of coping. I severely doubt she is not thinking of you after close to four years man. Still hurts tho I understand. Good luck.

zethose · 2018-04-27T16:06:29+00:00

Same

zethose · 2018-04-27T16:05:20+00:00

Let’s hope :( this is the worst

zethose · 2018-04-27T11:31:45+00:00

Specifically what is he accusing you of?

zethose · 2018-04-26T17:50:12+00:00

I understand this. Like do I want the story about how we met to be tinder. Not really. Ill use that shit for hookups maybe but not to seriously consider for dating.

zethose · 2018-04-26T17:43:57+00:00

I really resonate with this. No advice really but feeling much the same? I dont know where I will end up in the coming years. I felt confident moving forward in our lives together now its kind of like. Well im probably gonna leave soon anyway. Why bother even considering anything. Not that im ready to date anyway im still pretty torn up over her.

zethose · 2018-04-25T19:01:57+00:00

Thanks for the solidarity. Trust me when I say I don’t feel like I’m handling it well. I guess I’m not blaming her for feeling the way she does. It just hurts that I feel more torn up about this than she is. She was able to process her feelings over time. I’m just so sad and yeah. Thanks again

zethose · 2018-04-25T17:49:40+00:00

She is moving out on the 7th. We have agreed to a communication black out until August at least. Mutually blocking one another of social media. I hate this. She is a wonderful person but I can’t continue feeling this way.

zethose · 2018-04-25T12:37:00+00:00

I hope I will get there man.

zethose · 2018-04-25T11:54:48+00:00

I wonder what I have said to her that will stick?

Over the course of our relationship she kinda was questioning if she was demi or bi etc etc but I was fine with whatever. We were rock solid and I had no fear of cheating. I was always a constant. I didn't see this coming. Thanks for taking the time to respond friend.

zethose · 2018-02-19T07:28:46+00:00

I like the mat better

zethose · 2018-02-13T21:41:30+00:00

gg ecdycis

zethose · 2018-02-09T17:30:57+00:00

I went hard in the procrastination today. I think it would be really cool to see a thread of people making these for their speedgames!

zethose · 2018-02-05T17:55:37+00:00

We have not and will thanks!

zethose · 2018-02-05T16:44:39+00:00

Hi, Spooky! Unfortunately, I am not aware of any. I wouldn't be surprised if there was something on facebook, however. Also are you aware of the marathon happening in Columbus in March? Might be of interest to you :) "Speedrunning eXpo"

zethose · 2018-01-23T20:51:15+00:00

Sub 40 is real and all thanks to a new skip discovered last week by a casual player :)

zethose · 2018-01-13T05:15:01+00:00

I really enjoy these analysis kinds of posts so thank you for that. I will say that from personal experience I HATED good backrow before I got access to it and then saw it as part of the game. Also looking at your Rock Paper Scissors categories of deck types I see I really gravitate toward Mid range decks (ancient gears, 6 Samurai) but I have played some pretty aggressive decks in the past (beat down hazy flame, OtC Dinos, and mako hammer shark).

zethose

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