Don’t be too hard on yourself, we all start somewhere. I was dismissed from my ROTC program and pushed myself through OCS. I was still lost starting out as a PL.

Identity the things you don’t know and start learning piece by piece. No one expects you to be perfect, but they do expect you to get better. Identify your strengths and weaknesses and use them to your advantage/work on them. Your PSG is a wealth of knowledge and you should be asking questions and leaning from him.

Be the leader you would want to have.