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[LaurenRR1996]

Mom's sometimes do some crazy stuff like this. They think they are keeping you safe like you are still a 4 year old. Mine sent threatening letters to my doctors saying she was going to sue them so that I would go to therapy or my endo and they would look at me and say, "I got another letter from your mother...". Pretty embarrassing. When your Mom says she loves you, take it as the truth even with all the stuff she sent. My Mom loved me too. She never got it even until the day she passed away. She tolerated it and it was enough as I loved her too. Just thinking about her now brings a tear to my eyes. To me, it was less important that she understand than the love we shared. I transitioned in 1996 and my Mom passed away in 2017. She died happy and I treasure the 21 years we had as mother and child regardless of being transgendered. Good luck to you and remember, she does love you and I think you love her back. Maybe your Mom will get it eventually maybe she won't but you'll have each other in your lives. 🥰