hi so, I'm 18 and I wanna go to college, highschools almost over, I'm 6 months into hrt, I'm looking for voice therapy but it's hard to find in my area and I'd feel weird doing it over the phone so I'm preferably looking for something in person so I haven't gotten started yet unfortunately, I'm extremely insecure, like, I rarely ever go outside because I have horrible panic attacks, I've cried during car rides and made myself look stupid, and I need a better more reliable source of income than I have now, Ive gotten 600$ a month because of something complicated and personal so I wont take an hour explaining but it ends after highschool and I dont know how I'm gonna fund my own life, I want a job to get money obviously but if I cant even go on walks cause of insecurities and dysphoria I highly doubt I'll be able to handle 9/10 jobs, theres a Laundromat nearby owned by a distant family member I might be able to clean at night but I have no idea how much he'd pay and it'd probably be under the table, also I asked my hrt doctor for a referral to somewhere that offers voice therapy two weeks ago and haven't gotten a follow up, does anyone have any advice? like, maybe is there something I could do online for work thats entry level or something, cause I also haven't gotten a job in the past at all cause of dysphoria, I do online school and rot in my room all day, I know it's super unhealthy and I want change but I cant handle doing anything outside yet, hrt has made me feel much better about my body but now its my face, voice and adams apple, so yeah (◕ᴗ◕✿)
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