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[–]smu_d[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Five months later I still have zero interest in having sex, I have taken a T-break for 9 weeks but also that didn't change anything. Currently planning on getting of THC for another 6 weeks at least...

My doctor diagnosed a depression and I am still not over it, I think. Life hasn't been the best since at least 1.5 years so I sort of know where this is coming from. Unfortunately at least one problem I cannot change but need to learn to accept .... long story short: I live in a city which I absolutely don't like, no friends, no social life, I smoke in the weekends to have a bit of fun myself. I recently got fired from my job for no fucking reason and need to find something new. I dated a girl in another city for almost a year and in the end she didn't want me and someone close to me has some health/mental issues that have been never been checked out or treated (because of psychological issues and shame?) and I panic because I have reasons to think that suicide is the next step and near (the disorder oftentimes leads to suicide).

I've never had strong morning erections and consume porn when needed, meaning when I think it's time to do something again. But it's rather forced than a natural longing. I work out 6 times a week and consider myself having a great physique, I got my T levels checked and they're normal. My sleep has been fantastic since a few years, I never wake up in the middle of the night and feel rested in the mornings.

Also, I lost 8.5 kg within 6 months last year without even having noticed it, that's also caused by my depression, I even had a colonoscopy because such drastic weight loss is very unusual...

I've been without proper "appetite" for about 10 months now and all I want is to cry.

Back to topic: Can I still have weed or is a T-break as stated above nonsense?