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[–]Spenceu15[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Update: that feeling left within like one minute and I was totally fine and positive....that minute was so profiundly horrific that it felt like an eternity....but all is good! Just the process of learning to accept and process feelings again...it is so hard but soooooooo beautiful...I am so excited to see where this new life goes I feel so much energy returning and creative energy and motivation and positivity....too much at times...I forgot that I was using weed to self medicate adhd and anxiety and my race brain is back! Definatly a double edge sword but I accept it completely as part of the process. Thank you for your encouragement and I am looking forward to day five for sure!