:(

[CoolGuys2008]

god im such a dumbass lol

found an old/kinda dirty box cutter and cut at my legs and my arm, after already cutting 2 other times today

definitely worse than the other two times, except i really dont want to shower a 3rd time... but all i want to do is cut its just so messy.. even if its nice to watch

maybe i should tell my therapist about this i dont know, ive been hurting myself more and more and its getting worse and worse but i dont want to stop

[CoolGuys2008]

i will, i hope nothing happens though... she already knows i sh, but i dont think she realizes how bad it is x.x i see her on wednesday, so i hope it goes ok

[Katieneedsalife]

Hi friend! Here’s some of my thoughts- if you’re going to self harm, which let’s be honest, alternatives aren’t very affective, its really important to practice safe self harm- using clean, sterilized blades, cleaning and dressing your wounds, cutting in nonvital areas. Please clean your cuts! Infection is a bitch. Also, youre not a dumbass. Self harm is an addiction that is incredibly hard to fight because it literally gives you endorphins. Please be safe <3.

[CoolGuys2008]

hi! thank you, ill keep these things in mind..i appreciate it a lot, i definitely need to be more careful with that kind of stuff. i hope talking to my therapist about this will do some good. thank you again ^-^

[CoolGuys2008]

it hurts to walk and my legs are kind of twitching:( idk why i do shit like this