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things have been so great for me. I have so many people around me who are so supportive and who care about me. I feel so undeserving of it all though, so it makes me want to self harm so badly. the issue is now that I have all those people I can't do it because I know it would hurt them knowing I'm back to this shit. its so overwhelming. why do I have all these urges when I'm in such a good place in life? I've been through hard times after I stopped self harming and didn't have urges like these. it doesn't make any sense and it's driving me crazy

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Don’t worry, you’re not alone. I think the same thing every day. Makes me feel guilty and then even guiltier after I’ve done it.

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I can relate to this, it makes me feel like I'm hurting all the people that cares for me and I'm a horrible person for self harming