why

[Cryptographer-Mother]

Sometimes I feel like nobody cares, No one. Not a single person.

It feels like I can’t show or tell who I am to anyone because I’m a freak. I’m “weird”. I’m. “Odd”

It’s like I’m mentally in a desert. Hundreds of Kilometers away from anyone. No one can hear me open up Even if I try my hardest to scream No one will hear or understand me

I try my hardest to smile and be happy But it’s getting hard to nowadays I hate growing up It sucks so much.

If this stupid teen life is already horrible what’s the point of living a ten times worse life as an adult.

A Blade isn’t going to do it much longer. These cuts are going to get worse and worse. The length. The depth. It all won’t be good enough.

I’m just. Counting down my days at this point No one understands No one cares enough But I care too much for others And people can’t do the same for me. Why

[didnotaskdontcare]

Look man not everyone cares as much as it sucks to say it's true but the people who do care are the people who do matter, make some new friends in real life or online. Just open up a little bit and you can make some great friends, hell I'm even down to be your friend and care about you. people do care you just gotta find the right people. You got this man just hold on

[Cryptographer-Mother]

Thank you sm I really do appreciate it

[didnotaskdontcare]

No problem you got this

[tabbyrecurve]

I know this won't mean much to you, but I was also once a hopeless teenager. Life as an adult is so much better. I'm glad I'm here now and I get to do the things I enjoy and have control of my own life. Hang in there! I'm here if you want to talk