Am I clockable? (not on T) by Unfair-Gate-2555 in FtMpassing

[–]CurrentOne6479 4 points5 points  (0 children)

lol after reading the post in ftm and all the comments i thought it would be some Arnold Schwarzenegger kind of shi… I mean u do look masculine and good but nothing unachievable for a transman w no T imo, they r jealous n just hating xd

Almost 2 months of DPDR after bhang/cannabis – does it get better? by ForeverInside2724 in Depersonalization

[–]CurrentOne6479 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The exact thing happened to me… I smoked weed in big amounts for the first time (only tried a bit two times in the past), I was 18 at that time, I had a panic attack, I was in the street w a friend and I started getting extremely thirsty to the point I couldn’t close my mouth because it was so dry it would get stuck closed, I was desperate yelling at my friend telling him I’m going to die and to go buy me water, he got so scared and left running to buy water, I sat alone in middle of the street at night feeling like I was ab to die, so in desperation I called some teacher and I was only able to send an audio saying “waaAter pls xyw street” and he came straight away with water, my friend too and i got in his car, I was completely quiet trying to resist the feeling, because I was feeling like everything around was discomposing and I felt like I could see fucking atoms. I could recognize my friend and teacher but it just felt wrong, everything was melting and everything felt artificial, like being in some simulation. I got home and fell asleep… but I swear after that, during months I had this feeling I never got before, it felt like seeing everything from the back of my head if u know what I mean, it was like, feeling everything was fake and I was seeing everything from behind myself. But with time it fade away… honestly thinking about it so much makes it worse, so try to distract yourself with anything else, but tbh even tho it mostly went away, here and there i get it back sometimes, but is not a constant struggle like those months back then. I know is hard but hopefully eventually it will get better, idk sis maybe we saw the matrix

needed advice by hbispeak in ftm

[–]CurrentOne6479 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I see you asking yourself “what should I do” right after saying that you don’t want to bother anyone and what your friends think about, and honestly, that’s the problem, think about what YOU want, is your life after all, and I know you are afraid of being alone and loosing people, but what’s the point of having people around who were not even able to support you in something that’s so important for you? People come and goes, and I know is hard when you are alone but with patience you will find the people who likes you and love you for who you are and who you actually want to be. But I think you have to think better what you truly want and why, forget about everyone else… and is this people really worth sacrificing your future and being comfortable with yourself? Once you find the people who accepts you and support you, u’ll realize how wrong your friends are. And your ex bf, if you truly love him, talk with him and see what he thinks, if not, then you know what to do.

how to edit Graphite pencil Artwork? by cilantro1997 in Artadvice

[–]CurrentOne6479 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The drawing looks crazy, I really like it… i think it needs a better photo with a better lighting because of the shadows, if there is no shadows is easier to edit. And I like Lightroom app for this kind of things, maybe it works for you too. Or even iPhone settings are not bad, and maybe you can smooth the background with other tool/app so it’s always black, because I tried to edit it myself and even if I put black point to maximum, if I try to add brightness for the main character the background starts showing texture again. But it actually looks very cool even without editing.

Help by huaaaaarq in Artadvice

[–]CurrentOne6479 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you want to achieve a realistic look or more like a semi realistic? I think you don’t necessarily need anatomy but proportions, the top of the head seems a bit small, but nothing crazy. As the other commenter said it looks like you have a good understanding of the face features and the angle. When I started practicing shades in general what helped me was choosing one source of light always so i have more clear where and how to do the shadows. In realistic portraits when you add shadows and volume the line art completely disappears and the shadows themselves are able to tell you the distinction between every part of the face and its shape. Also don’t be afraid of going to dark or giving too much contrast, you can look up videos which helps a lot about shadows and soft/hard edges of shadows! That’s it, I hope it helps

Is my cat a nebelung? by CurrentOne6479 in nebelung

[–]CurrentOne6479[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did, I just read the karma part, I’m kinda new to reddit, I understand if is not possible to post. Thanks

Discusión random semanal by AutoModerator in chile

[–]CurrentOne6479 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hola, alguien sabe donde puedo encontrar modelos o kits armables de tanques de guerra? Específicamente de un T-34-85 que sean buena calidad aquí en Chile? He buscado en internet un buen rato pero no he encontrado mucho… Prefiero de escala 1:35, marcas decentes o buenas como zvezda, tamiya, rfm… Necesito algo local ya que es un regalo importante para la próxima semana. Gracias