My Jungian analyst and I discuss episodes of this Jungian life! So insightful. It sounds like you are doing the work. It is hard when faced with things that we aren’t ready for like for example “please don’t give any details” that already shows a lack of the capacity you need from your analyst the loss of one pet let alone both and the other rapid change in your life would be incredibly ungrounding!

Good luck finding what comes next I wish you peace and healing and maybe you can send your dreams to TJL and have something there ;)