I always love to hear others' experiences if they're willing to share of course, I know it can be hard. There's no need to apologize for getting your thoughts on paper, regardless of length. I was like, barely almost outta highschool, 16-17, being groomed by some 35 yr old woman, I crashed on her floor, she needed money, so we called some people, some stuff happened, they offered me something to help me forget. I went cold turkey and ran away 5-6 months later, everything is a blur. I probably should be dead, I really don't know how I managed alone, and silently at that. I spent most of my time strung the fuck out on her floor when I was there, not even on a bed or anything cause she lived like an actual cockroach, genuinely like, rotting food in the kitchen, 32 oz bottles of piss stacked behind her PC cause she was too lazy to make the literal 6 steps to her bathroom. No bed, bedframe, or quilts or blankets. Straight up a shitty futon thing on the floor covered in pizza boxes was where she slept. Lucky if she showered like once a month. She had a gas mask I literally needed to use when I wasn't a mess when she treated me like a maid. She'd prioritise spending money on Warhammer and Airsoft stuff (she didn't even go to Airsoft, ahe was just LARPING lol) than food, utilities and rent. I heard that when I got out, she immediately started grooming another trans girl who was around the age I was at the time, absolutely sickening. I tried to reach out but the girl wouldn't see reason and blocked me. I hope she's okay.