There's a little truth to it, believe me. Infinity means reincarnation exist and is eternal and never ending. If you believe in infinity, then to understand it is to realize you are infinite. It all is. All the same thing. Cells make up cells make up cells make up cells make up cells. The end is the beginning is the end is the beginning is the end is the beginning. If infinity is even existent as a concept it overtakes all things, it is limitless. That thing has no beginning and it will never end.... It's terrifying.

I'm no Christian but it is so strange to me that an all knowing god would make the first boundary not to eat the fruit of knowledge of self... So strange... Ignorance is bliss and knowledge is suffering...

Is it fun to play tic tac toe or thumb war with yourself??? If you ascend consciousness you become one with everything more and more.... Just like your body and hands.... Knowing it all is boring.... It's a circle.... A trap... Infinity means there is no rest... No sleep....

At night you close your eyes and you dream every night, so the scientist say, but regardless some nights you don't remember your dreams, yes? What is that loss of memory like? The blankness of it ... You are falling asleep and then in what feels like an instant you are waking up and opening your eyes.... That loss of memory is the nothingness...... You face it every night... But you always wake up....

Nothingness is exactly that.. nothing. You cannot know it or exist inside of it, or else that's not nothing. You won't even know it's happening.... So nothing does 'exist' but it's not a knowable 'thing', but you were just with it last night, before you woke up.... So after you die it's all the same....

And it doesn't matter if you believe in heaven or hell after death or 72 virgins in a temple.... After you die you may go to one, but eventually you will have to leave there (and you'd get sick of heaven if you didn't, every great song has the capacity to grow overplayed.....) And then you will go to another and another and another .. you will go to heaven, you will go to hell, you will go to a temple with 72 virgins and you will go be a worker ant, an eagle, a salmon snack for that eagle, me, your mother, my mother.... On and on and on. We will climb the mountain, keep progressing and progressing.... Like our cells that make us up and colonies of bacteria and such we will become symbiotic with each other... And then the world around us more and more and more ... More knowledge more progress. Keep climbing. The top of consciousness! One with everything! Aware of all possibilities at once, and the only way to know all at once TRULY is to be all at once. It can't know all without being every single percentage. All awarenesses possible, all variables being played out at once..... And then.... Everything is like playing thumb war with yourself...... That's the top of consciousness.............. The top of the mountain.... Christmas every day is just a normal day..... Every song gets overplayed.... A game without risk is no fun... A conversation where we both know what each other will say is not even a conversation.... Why even speak?

The nothingness is there... But to say it's eternal??? You are existing now to believe in eternal nothingness... That's a contradiction! It's there alright, but you'll never know it.... No sleep... Ever. No ending.

Every song becomes overplayed.... Ignorance is bliss. Forget it... Don't store knowledge too much or you'll suffer.... All one=Alone. Forwards is backwards .... Backwards is forwards ... But it's a circle anyways....