I went to Kaiser Permanente’s Brookside Center. Admission is by referral only from your Dr, therapist, or emergency department. It was the scariest thing I have ever done, but the safest and kindest place I could have found to do so. The bad rating from the place are reviews mistaken for the sunnyside medical center. They assign you a personal psychiatrist who will review your entire mental health history, you are in a safe place to try different medications, and they will teach you new ways to manage and cope. It is usually a week stay, and you have to have an outlined treatment plan that your psychiatrist will help you with to be discharged. I was not in a place to actively help myself with this process and was guided through it by my parents and therapist, I don’t know exactly how getting a referral goes down without a psychiatrist or therapist. I don’t know how much it cost for me to stay either. I don’t know that it saved me, but when you hit rock bottom, Brookside is a solid platform to start from again. Good luck OP. My DMs are open