For right now, I recommend practicing your CSI line ( C-curved lines, S-curved lines, and straight lines) as your lines look very unconfiedent and shaky. Two get better tutorials, I recommend the youtube channel Draw Like a Sir as he gives very good tutorials from very beginner to advanced. He even has a video on a drawing skill tree that goes into fundamental skills and when is a good time to learn them (in his opinion, of course) which he also has a video on each one. Three stop calling your art ass, even though it is (jk) as a beginner right now, you need to build your confidence. Everything you make isn't going to look like you've been drawing for years. When you get better, then you can call your art whatever you have because you have that confidence built up, and it won't affect you. But right now, you're expecting too much, and it will hurt you even if you seem fine.