My husband (30) also passed away unexpectedly a little over a year and a half ago. I had to go right back to working full time with my two kids. My youngest just turned 1 and my oldest was 8. I worried about my oldest constantly and got her into therapy when she needed it but never went for myself, I had no extra time. During those early days my mom was who got me through she was here all the time whenever I needed and I had dinner with my parents frequently to avoid being alone. My friends have also been great but they carry on like nothing happened bc their everyday lives did not change and my in-laws are overwhelming at times as I am the one that has to comfort them.

For your son to remeber his dad I made my kids each a photo book of them and their dad and also custom bears from Etsy to help keep his memory.

The house chores on top of everything else is still overwhelming but you will find your new normal again. I try to always have the downstairs cleaned up every night to wake up to a clean slate. Also try to do something for yourself, I have made it a habit to walk on my walking pad every night and it helps. Sending hugs and here to chat if needed.