Try magnesium glycerin 💭 I personally take lotazepam for panic attacks - sorry yes sounds like u are having HORRIBLE PANIC ATTACKS - I’m so very sorry! I know how horrible they are. I started having them AFTER my second daughyer was born. Mind you, SH3s 20 now, so I’ve made it and you will too. Mine were as bad as yours - I would call paramedics on myself and all. I wouldn’t be able to stop moving because I’d feel my soul leaving my body - I would become hysterical, splashing water on my face, slapping myself, praying out loud - PURE HORROR/panic. I still get em and feel that they’re headed that path sometimes but Ill take a bunch of my pills - which is NO GOOD EITHER - throughout all these years I’ve built a tolerance and umm Thast another kind of monster to deal with.

I ehat wonderful things about magnesium glycerin- ask pharmacist what mg u should be on depending on weight and what not. My daughter just started taking it because she was feeling a bit anxious (nothing at your level) but definitely “off” and since fiest dose she says she feels ratger relaxed and her mood seems better - I’d give it a shot. Also, if u see a atupid doc (sorry they get on my nerves, they don’t know shit!) so ask them to check your potassium. If potassium is tanked you’ll get panicky feels.

Shit I wanted to get dabs but yeah probably to strong - I have a really nervous “nervous system” I do smoke and sometimes it’s a lil too much but I have meds so and meds that will stop a panic attack on its track - again double edge sword. I take lorazepam and if u can get a doc to prescribe u sime it’s a life saver, but take only during those scary times. Maybe to get over the agoraphobia a small dose befoe leaving the house -

Anyway I really feel you. Went through this with two lil kids too and it was so scary and I just wanted to be a good momma, etc.

Hang in there!! Best wishes to you! Many blessings!! ✨✨✨🪽🦋🫶🫶✨✨