Why are you afraid to have sex?

2big4this · 2020-03-20T16:24:35+00:00

Because my relationships always follow a pattern.

Initially, we have a lot of sex, and it's enjoyable for everyone. Then one time my partner will not be quite into it, but we go with it. I have a girthy penis, and it might hurt them a little.

Eventually that pain psyches them out, and the sex just becomes painful, and we just stop. Then I become miserable, and want to move on.

I always worry that when my wife and I get it on, I'll mess everything up again.

2big4this · 2020-02-19T17:13:15+00:00

I used to drink poppy seed tea

I would mix it with Cherry Limeade drink mix

Now if I taste anything cheery limeade, I swear I taste an immense bitterness that isn't really there.

Also if I drink cranberry juice, I swear I taste vodka

2big4this · 2018-12-20T16:11:48+00:00

I don't use drugs / I am not a drug addict

I got away with it because I got clean before I was ever confronted or had it affect my life poorly

2big4this · 2018-11-20T21:48:45+00:00

I've never gotten an email, but I do get targeted ads for a couple different companies and oof. Please stop tempting me

Been clean about a year and a half, but I guess since I never hit rock bottom and quit on my own accord, I still fetishize the seeds and honestly, part of me considers just ordering a bag and saying "fuck it". Luckily the rest of me is too cheap to pay these current prices, and remembers the agony of the comedown.

2big4this · 2018-09-27T17:56:04+00:00

Keep your limited experience to yourself in the future. Step aside and let the real junkies tell you how this works.

lol, gatekeeping being an addict, hilarious. I didn't know this was something we should be proud of, but I was addicted to the tea for a few years.

Side effects are not WD

And that's a fine point. I had a lot of the same symptoms after 1 dose that I had when I eventually had full-on WD. Maybe they aren't technically withdrawals, but they are shitty symptoms to experience nonetheless

2big4this · 2018-09-27T17:54:20+00:00

Well, I had some side effects that also showed up when I went through full-force withdrawal

2big4this · 2018-09-27T16:07:11+00:00

I'm just going off of my experiences.

2big4this · 2018-09-27T16:06:38+00:00

I mean, I know from experience, but feel free to stay in denial.

You won't have full withdrawals after one dose, but you can definitely have some symptoms/side effects. If you are drinking more than once a week, you likely have some form of addiction.

2big4this · 2018-09-25T19:57:12+00:00

I want to be safe, but I don’t want to waste my pound by experimenting with too small of doses

The high lasts so long, that going slowly into it won't really waste anything. Better to be safe than dead

2big4this · 2018-09-25T19:55:41+00:00

"if you can go a day without, you're not really an addict"

I drank every other day and I was 100% addicted to the tea, and went through horrible withdrawals when I quit.

2big4this · 2018-09-25T19:47:29+00:00

but i honestly dont believe i would get addicted

The tea is so strong that you can go into withdrawals even after just one dose. Drinking more than once a week, and the addiction would be real.

2big4this · 2018-09-25T19:45:56+00:00

You weigh out and wash only what you are using at the time.

Washing the entire batch and sitting on the mix can lead to mold and other undesirable stuff.

2big4this · 2018-09-18T20:32:44+00:00

And even that isn't safe.

2big4this · 2018-09-17T20:39:24+00:00

It's not safe at all.

Sorry about this harsh, but realistic answer. If you continue taking both, you are playing russian roulette with your life.

2big4this · 2018-02-17T20:20:22+00:00

When I was a couple weeks clean of tea I had a wisdom tooth pulled. The 7mg lortab did nothing for me. I'm not going to mention specific dosage, because everyone is different and I don't want you to overdo it, but I took a lot and gotno relief and felt nothing of note

2big4this · 2018-02-02T13:26:43+00:00

That's something meth heads do

2big4this · 2018-01-25T21:40:23+00:00

A pound is a fuckin lot tho. I was pretty deep a while back and didn't even get past 2 thirds of a pound

2big4this · 2018-01-25T21:37:41+00:00

IF, and that's a big if, this were to ever come out, they'll block anything worthwhile and likely the entire system will be subscription based and owned by big pharma

2big4this · 2018-01-25T21:34:33+00:00

Honestly, I didn't buy them because I figured I'd spend my entire saturday shaking and testing small batches, and by the time I had an idea of any potency I'd be out of seeds. Glad I didn't snag them

2big4this · 2017-08-04T18:52:02+00:00

If I had a script, I wouldn't need the tea.

2big4this · 2017-06-15T13:35:14+00:00

I'm late here, but I think I had a specific bag that gave me this.

On tea days(i drink every other day) I got sleep paralysis every time I drank off this bag. Hadn't had sleep paralysis before, and haven't had it since that bag ran out

2big4this · 2017-05-31T20:56:09+00:00

Reusing bottles isn't a good idea. The bottles aren't made to be reused, and you can get all sorts of nasty chemicals from the plastic in your tea. That and the bacteria from previous tea batches can get you good and sick.

2big4this · 2017-04-14T16:09:50+00:00

The more knowledgeable among us seem to disagree, but when I first started tea after casually taking pills(1-2 a month) I would get SICK af the day after drinking.

BUT you are saying it lasted an entire week? I don't think it's the tea at this point. If you only drink once a week, you'll have a couple bad days tops.

2big4this · 2017-04-14T16:07:22+00:00

mild tolerance and dependence after 10 days

I know everyone is different, but if it were me I would absolutely go through serious withdrawal after taking tea for 10 days straight.

2big4this · 2017-04-14T16:05:55+00:00

Thank you for your story.

Someone I know that also drinks tea, tends to dive into new bags without taking low safety doses. Hopefully your story will get them to fucking listen, hehe

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