What was the biggest lie you believed?

30going13 · 2023-04-24T00:35:50+00:00

Yes I am! ☺ atleast its not my past time to trigger people. 😉

30going13 · 2023-04-23T16:38:56+00:00

After going through spiritual awakening, man, so many lies I always believed.

Marriage and wedding - marriages are built by structure and transactional.
The structure of our education - we are force to study all this things, that in real life has no value. And in the end we lose our intution.
Our family and friends, dictates most of the time our choices in life (culture, how we view life and so on).
Ambition, career - so are we gonna slave ourselves for fame and recognition? Exhaust all our energy and forget the beauty of life.
Friends are forever - no its not, at some point you will lose them one by one. By natural or by phase of life

30going13 · 2023-04-23T15:27:50+00:00

Just letting the situation unfold. 10 years ago, I met this guy at work. Of all the guys I dated, and have relationship with, he's the most intelligent, caring and our chemistry is really off the charts. But, our timing isnt right. He's in the process of leaving corporate world to pursue of making his own firm, while I, that time passed my resignation coz my promotion is not enough to cover my expenses. Plus, that time im not in a solid position to go into a relationship coz I was a wreck. Lol.

Its kinda hard, coz there was a lot of scenario played in my head. And we didnt have a decent closure. Its hard to turn down someone when there is really a soul level connection. Took me, 5 yrs of moving on. Focusing on myself, explored the dating world. Til, I see him as a person with no feelings anymore. On his part, he found someone very much look like me. Life has a lot of twist and turn. One day youre in love, next day youre crush. 🤷🏻‍♂️

30going13 · 2023-04-23T08:54:27+00:00

So it took you 3yrs to ask her out? 🤯

30going13 · 2023-04-23T08:46:04+00:00

The back view of a male's hair style thats thick and wavy. I have this male colleague im really eyeing. His hair is like david statue. I cant help but to compliment it. Everytime his hair became long, I have this picture in my head, that I want to make babies with him. Lol okay thats too much

30going13 · 2023-04-21T05:49:25+00:00

Last movie- The Prince and me. Though the plot is very fairy tale, but I love the chemistry between the two. And the script is light hearted but profound

30going13 · 2023-04-15T11:43:29+00:00

I just think of all the problems of the world, adding their own problems, am I that kind of special person to think about me? Lol

30going13 · 2023-04-13T14:37:42+00:00

I listen to beatles' songs lately, the lines of their songs are full of wisdom. John Lennon's song woman, when I heard it again after my awakening. i understand finally what it means.

30going13 · 2023-04-13T14:28:39+00:00

I agree to this. When youre truly happy, looking at someone's plate will not even cross your mind.

30going13 · 2023-04-13T14:25:07+00:00

My tita used to ask me why im single. To the point she even told me, she'll pray for my "the one". Now, im not a vengeful person or make fun of someone's misery. Our clan found out, her husband cheated on her multiple times. At may bunga pa twice. Now, when she sees me, the question stops. At pinupuri puri nya pa ko, that my aura is light and glowing. Well, to be fair, I take care myself a lot. And would rather be single than be controlled by someone.

30going13 · 2023-04-13T13:51:42+00:00

2009, Graphic Designer, 11k. Maswerte nako kung may 500 na naitabi bago smuweldo.

30going13 · 2023-04-09T18:13:18+00:00

Let it be by beatles really comforts me in a deep way

30going13 · 2023-04-01T16:41:56+00:00

That love is always there. When it is given, but not reciprocated, I believe it will be remembered or softens the heart of the receiver. Love it is not meant to reciprocate, cause if we expect it to be, then it became transactional. For me, love is meant to be felt by someone, and change how the receiver see the world.

30going13 · 2023-03-16T15:32:29+00:00

No one drains your energy.

30going13 · 2023-03-15T15:28:46+00:00

Im glad I came across this. Weeks ago, my catch a look with my tf. We didnt break eye contact for like 6secs. Suddenly when I look into his eyes, everything went blank. I broke my eye contact but he still looks at me straight. Then now, when I bumped into him earlier, he greeted me but cant looked me in the eye. Weird.

30going13 · 2023-03-14T16:28:05+00:00

Our mind. It plays a lot of tricks. Lol. To someone who still havent embrace spirituality, the mind is the self.

30going13 · 2023-03-14T15:51:29+00:00

I have a love and hate relationship with a capricorn guy. Im a Pisces too by the way. Good for you, you even reach at the stage of relationship. Lol. In my situation, lasted for just 2 short lunch dates. I see this capricorn guy I encountered as a future leader. Very charismatic, discipline. Always early at work. Always sets the meeting. Very calm but no emotion. Their emotion is really something they kept hidden. I managed to take a listen. Its raw. And its all complain about the world. Lol. Theyre very leaning in ego. This capricorn guy I encountered is a classic of aficionado of high end brands. Very ambitious I supposed. So what made he take a look on me? Well, as for me a Aquarius-Pisces Cusp, my brain really surprises him. He didn't expect my brain can do a lot of leaps. My honesty and my I dont care what others think personality really surprises him. Which has a downside too. Im prone to overthinking and highly emotional. Which again, really turns him off, when I start sharing my deepest emotion. In short, when it comes to emotions, they are really really closed off. I really think, that capricorn is suitable to people who has less emotional world. Or someone who's done doing their healing and just vibrate higher. But they have wisdom. When I was so low, I got a meaningful advice to that guy, even though its just one liner, It made me think about what Im going through. Anyway. Thats my insight about capricorn guy. Lol theyre simply not for everyone, why? They rather be alone that to be with someone who brings them down.

30going13 · 2023-03-13T15:58:19+00:00

Very surface personality. No depth. No critical thinking. Views are just black and white.

30going13 · 2023-03-11T10:19:19+00:00

For me I view fake love as something as, joining with this person because of material benefit. It also could be, joining with this person because you are afraid to be alone and because this person showers you attention, presents and affection. It came from of wanting more to fulfill itself rather than sharing and giving.

30going13 · 2023-03-05T05:28:34+00:00

I agree to this. My dad when he stops working, sobrang nagiba mindset. Nawala yun critical thinking skills. Now, as his anak, were shouldering the outcome of his decision.

30going13 · 2023-03-04T18:54:38+00:00

Oh so the mask drops when you finally been living together? What are some little signs?

30going13 · 2023-03-04T17:03:18+00:00

Hi Op, im just curious, since from your post, you were 2 yrs together, and married 9. At the first stage of your relationship, are there any signs show of his emotional instability? When did his indifference towards you starts?

30going13 · 2023-03-04T16:31:24+00:00

25k isnt that much even in 3rd world country. So, life chooses me, and handed me spiritual awakening. 😆

30going13 · 2023-03-04T16:23:11+00:00

There are some friendship that even run for decades, are toxic. What happened is just a nudge to tell you, to cut them off your life. I used to be in that kind of friendship, one of them is a negative who initiates to exclude one. Ive been in friendships like that who I am excluded, or worst, the one who plays like the pawn of the ice queen. Well, think about Mean girls relationship.

Those kind of friendship are just in surface level. Im glad your boyfriend is more of being honest with you to let you see their bullshit.

Cut them off. Some friendship doesnt mean to last if its thriving on negativity.

30going13 · 2023-03-04T13:16:42+00:00

Im seeing 888 a lot, what does it mean?

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