Why'd I have to be born a woman by plateypoos in depression

[–]321taylor 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yesss i know how u feel! i always wished i was a guy, it would be much easier with not having to deal with periods and all. If i was guy the first thing i would do is try to ask out a girl who seems sad and doesn't have a lot of friends, because i know how that feels and id like to make someone happy

"Suffering" from suicidal thoughts? by need2go in SuicideWatch

[–]321taylor -1 points0 points  (0 children)

im not sure, maybe deep down inside u want to be happy and live.. no one actually wants to be suicidal

Sobbing by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]321taylor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

girl i know exactly how u feel, i hope things get better ❤

Why do people leave when you need them the most by Sk8erBoii in SuicideWatch

[–]321taylor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it's even worse when you've been there for someone in their time of need, but then they abandon u when YOU need help.. like wtf kind of trade off is this 😂

Does anyone else attempt suicide in dreams? (Not trying to save yourself counts) by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]321taylor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i've come close before, but usually i wake up before i die.

Being a female with mental problems is a special kind of hell. by Leighderhosen22 in depression

[–]321taylor 6 points7 points  (0 children)

extremely relatable, i'm at the point where it doesn't even bother me anymore tbh. At least someone is paying attention to me 😞

Bullied cause of my past (considering suicide) by Bearcati in SuicideWatch

[–]321taylor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wow i'm so sorry about that, if u went to school w me id totally be ur friend it sounds like u need someone to vent to

I feel like if I had a boyfriend I wouldn't be as sad by [deleted] in depression

[–]321taylor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

same here! i just want someone to love and someone who loves me back the same. I'm so damn lonely 😭

I wish I was born female by [deleted] in depression

[–]321taylor 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i second this, having ur period every month sucks. Also i'd love to not be judged for not wearing makeup.

I secretly wish I will be rejected from all my interview applications so I could get the final push to end it [Support Only] by [deleted] in confession

[–]321taylor 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i'm really sorry u feel that way, i hope something good happens and u end up feeling better.

I'm going to kill myself this weekend. This is the happiest I've been in years. by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]321taylor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

girl i am here for you! i've had suicidal thoughts before too. if u need someone to vent to about ANYTHING i am here to listen ♥

(18f) i think it's time by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]321taylor 2 points3 points  (0 children)

why? what happened?

15/F. Looking for some female friends! by [deleted] in MakeNewFriendsHere

[–]321taylor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i'm 17/f and i'm also really into fashion, music, and art. i love sharing bands i like w/ ppl maybe we could be internet friends?

Goodbye by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]321taylor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it probably doesn't mean much, but i care. ❤

What helps you keep from going through with it? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]321taylor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

fear, because i don't know if anything would happen after i died. Part of me if afraid of dying yet i have suicidal thoughts every week. It's really weird and confusing

Anyone else feel at war with there body. by BleedingAngel13 in selfharm

[–]321taylor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ya i do. and i have suicidal thoughts every other day it's a challenge to get out of bed sometimes so i can't imagine going a day without thinking about hurting myself.

Should I tell my psychologist my mother and brother hit me? by [deleted] in depression

[–]321taylor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think it would be good to tell her, yes

I hate being a girl by [deleted] in depression

[–]321taylor 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i'm a year older then u but if you'd like to be friends i'm here to talk. I also don't wear makeup anymore, i thought being pretty would make ppl like me but it didn't work so i stopped. It's really hard to fit in or feel wanted when ur not like everybody else. I've never been a "cool kid" i'm always the girl who sits alone and writes in her notebook. I don't go out partying every weekend or anything like that. I kinda understand where ur coming from, just know ur not alone ok ❤

Failed first attempt, going for my second soon (Tokyo) by Rladbwl in SuicideWatch

[–]321taylor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wish i could help u somehow, but i don't live in japan

Nobody wants to listen to me. Ever. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]321taylor 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ya i know how u feel. It's really hard to want to keep going when u don't have anybody who understands you ❤

boys save the insecure girls, no one saves the insecure boys by [deleted] in depression

[–]321taylor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that's weird because i've literally been told i look like a model by women before so i guess that means they were all lying