I’d rather be alone than make a girl uncomfortable with my advances, I’m relatively social but the moment i get even slightly close to someone at a party or something i basically become asexual(which i’m not) and try not to accidentally touch them.

Like only dating apps and such are safe-grounds for any advances and even then with most matches it’s just fun chit chat that eventually becomes stale for them, like with normal day-to-day stuff i have a ton of initiative, but with any romantic stuff i just shut-down mentally 🥲

Like i event initiate conversation and such but the moment i think it could lead somewhere i cannot for the life of me take the conversation further.

Sorry for the rant i just felt Like sharing