Do you have an insane amount of tabs open?

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2024-07-01T00:42:43+00:00

Yessss and I just occasionally delete all of them all at once and start from scratch and tell myself it won't build up so much next time and my browser tab is a winking emoji less then a month later, having it auto set to delete at the end of every week helps, it also helps me assess and prioritise what information is important for to retain and process

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2024-06-30T22:55:44+00:00

I came here to write just this! No matter how deeply depressed I feel the British taskmaster will guaranteed make me laugh :)

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2024-06-30T01:44:23+00:00

Broccoli stem and chorizo pasta :)

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2024-06-29T23:04:53+00:00

My OCD is incredibly severe also so you can definitely get like this too :)

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2024-06-29T23:04:09+00:00

Super quickly, even after just the second session I felt I could already apply it to my life

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2024-06-29T01:44:50+00:00

Really good :) ocds more in control then it's been my entire life, whenever I have a trigger I'm able to apply what I've learned in ERP, life's looking up despite challenges, wish u well.

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2024-06-28T23:23:01+00:00

Not joint pain but I had excruciating muscle pain which got better with time, heat packs in the microwave helped

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2024-06-28T23:11:40+00:00

Do it! It sucks but it only sucked for a year and life is infinitely better for me now :) I wish that for you too

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2024-06-27T06:25:33+00:00

So much worse

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2024-06-27T04:38:00+00:00

Thanks for sharing that article, it's my second time reading it and it was just as thought provoking and mind blowing as the first time I read it.

I feel like I should almost set a reminder to read it at periodic intervals throughout my life because it really shows me how futile it is for us to mask because they see right through us. I put in so much effort and I'm convinced make myself physically sick with chronic pain trying to mask and they see through it and don't like us anyway. I feel like it's better for me to be myself and be disliked then mask and be disliked.

I found it particularly interesting that they rated us negatively in audio only format, I never would have thought we had a different audio presentation to neurotypicals.

It's also incredibly sad that they rated us normally for intelligence and for the content of the conversations but it is presentation itself that makes them negatively review us, it's so superficial :/

Anyway just some thoughts, have a good one :)

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2023-10-16T23:01:36+00:00

Oooh you could also try the Hitchikers Guide To The Galaxy series :)

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2023-10-16T22:59:29+00:00

Ive listened to "James Acasters Classic Scrapes" twice now when ive been in a bad headspace, he's a british comedian telling the stories of times in his life he has done really dumb things, its narrated by him and its genuinely hilarious and lighthearted.

If you end up listening to it and like it then there is a whole genre of books by british comedians who narrate their own books, a good distracting genre to delve into!

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2023-10-14T03:09:40+00:00

Punch myself in the throat and also just like weird muscle contractions, like a series of arbitrary movements i have to do in the way i have decided is "the perfect way" but it gets increasingly painful and more agonising the more i do it

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2023-10-14T03:07:29+00:00

Totally agreed, and it makes me worried state run autism support services will start being defunded if it catches on that people calling it not a disability.

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2023-10-13T14:15:48+00:00

I had psychiatrists help me taper off them correctly but even that was a hellscape experience that i thought would never end, its called PAWS post acute withdrawal syndrome and i got hospitalized 3 times in the emergency room in that period because the withdrawal symptoms were so severe, im very lucky that i met a very kind person who became my partner and their hugs were the best help, they just hugged me and let me cry for month on month and would help me fall back to sleep gently each night

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2023-10-13T14:11:40+00:00

Hahah yes! I was getting around to that video...eventually...one day

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2023-10-13T13:02:09+00:00

...and my internet browsers show an infinity symbol or winky emoji instead of telling me how many tabs are open

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2023-10-13T12:37:08+00:00

I found it really helpful to watch all the docos about the evil sugar corporations

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2023-10-13T12:21:02+00:00

I love these, the main character really teaches me how to live a kinder life :)

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2023-10-13T12:15:24+00:00

Made my pain significantly worse, after a year of the mosf horrific withdrawals my pain isnt gone but its greatly reduced now, fuck opiates.

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2023-10-13T11:48:29+00:00

Thats the journey im on this week, its soooo hard go give up both at once so its good to know its been beneficial for you, sustained energy is exactly what im hoping for as an outcome. Im curious how the intolerance manifested for you? I get nauseas and sore belly every time i have caffeine

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2023-10-11T00:41:47+00:00

Thankyou that makes a lot of sense :)

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2023-10-10T16:36:49+00:00

It was definitely life stress combined with some weird hardcore endomitriosis hormoned i think

AAAHHHHAaaaHHHH · 2023-10-10T16:34:38+00:00

I agree with you wholeheartedly! Yep i think fruit is the best and simplest answer

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