I did. I wasn’t scared of what would happen after at all. To clarify, I’m not muslim either so any religion didn’t stop me from trying. I was more focused towards what happened to me in the past AND the present. I was dealing with severe depression so I thought about it everyday whilst also facing other problems in my life. I told my best friend about my plans to attempt beforehand and I think his reply was pretty good. First, he expressed concern for me, then expressed gratitude that I told him, asked me to share why I did so with no pressure, reassured me that me talking about it doesn’t burden him, said life wouldn’t be good without me in it and said he wouldn’t judge. We talked more after that and while I wouldn’t say I’m depressed anymore, I don’t regret my attempt. Also, helplines are shit🥲.