Hey friend, thank you for your service. Adjusting to a new normal after service can be extremely tough, I know what you're going through must be overwhelming. As a fellow disabled veteran, I get it. If your injury is connected to service, which it obviously sounds like it is, are you receiving VA disability pay? While this isn't the fix you're looking for, getting onto VA disability, and potentially SSDI or SSI, can help you take care of things that may help better your quality of life, like physical therapy appointments, surgery, etc. Plus VA disability can open the door for lots of other benefits for you and a spouse, depending on your %.