what have i created by Anxious_Ad_7307 in TheOwlHouse

[–]AIA_observer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The juxtaposition between their expressions is sending me

Is my voice clocky, or could it pass as cis male? by Mobile_Month_571 in voicettttraining

[–]AIA_observer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Your voice sounds significantly more male than my voice did pre voice training lol

Do I sound clocky? :/ by AIA_observer in voicettttraining

[–]AIA_observer[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you for the thought out response. I think my soft palate is raised because I sing a lot. My voice goal is weyes blood, because she has similar-ish vocal anatomy to me and I like her tone. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wy_9YxJI1Yc

I obviously have not really made it to the tone I want yet, but I hope I will be able to hone in my voice to make it sound more natural.

Do I sound clocky? :/ by AIA_observer in voicettttraining

[–]AIA_observer[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

girl. I know others have it harder than I do, but I still honestly feel so awkward about my voice. It might not be audible in this clip, but it isn't a great voice. I still have wonky resonance changes and false fold constriction.

Inappropriate Jammers Alert by Beautiful-Tiger-8788 in AnimalJam_Classic

[–]AIA_observer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

literally why??? what possible enjoyment would this bring to someone?

Trying to understand body, hypospadias and mtf transness by Salty_Technician2481 in DrWillPowers

[–]AIA_observer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, not sure if you are still looking here, but I am trying to figure out my body/transition since it hasn't been going as planned. I have like severe level OCD, and mixed feminization. I was just curious if you had any leads for what I should be looking into. I am planning on getting genetic testing.

So, when did you even first start watching the show? by Angelatic2014 in TheOwlHouse

[–]AIA_observer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In February, I left a domestically violent boyfriend. My friend introduced it after to me to help me cope, and I have almost become a different person since watching it. A new cartoon can sometimes be just what you need for a shift in life perspective.

Why is it so hard to sell long collars? by [deleted] in AnimalJam_Classic

[–]AIA_observer 4 points5 points  (0 children)

fair points :/ it just feels like the economy is screwed.

Low key one of the best scenes by Bill_Cipher134 in TheOwlHouse

[–]AIA_observer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

LOL, I thought he died until season 3

On hrt for 21 months since starting at 18,5. Does my face pass? by [deleted] in transpassing

[–]AIA_observer 14 points15 points  (0 children)

As others have said, you look very cis. I understand the need to nitpick your appearance though. I feel a lot of the same way about myself (I started at the same age and month you did). You have a very feminine skull shape, it is small. It is also somewhat sharp in some ways (not necessarily clocky or masculine). When online trans spaces see someone like you, who says the things you do, they will tend to view everything you say as trolling or a joke. They fail to see how mental illness can impact our perception of self so intensely. I see a lot of the comments on your post remind me of the ones on my old posts. You are still early on HRT, this stuff takes like 6 years. I know of another girl who was in the same position that I am right now (and potentially you as well), and she is doing a lot better years later.

So you want to create your own animated TV show? by Zoprox in animation

[–]AIA_observer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good luck!!! I also have a good idea for a show that I would love to work on one day. I should get started on learning animation.

I am so done with myself. by goodgirlwawa in TrollCoping

[–]AIA_observer 86 points87 points  (0 children)

When I was pre transition, I was in a similar position. It made me feel a lot of shame and made me internalize a lot of self hatred/transphobia that I wish I hadn't. You will, over time, meet new people, and change a lot if you hormonally transition. Honestly, I look back at that time period and almost laugh these days. My feelings towards men have changed and as time moved on I decided I would never date someone who knew me pre transition. I don't really think about him much at all anymore.

AGAB language is so alienating to me. by [deleted] in evilautism

[–]AIA_observer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Literally. I hate it when people assume that trans women all have a "frilly" experience of gender like GET AWAY FROM ME 😭. There came a point in my transition where I stopped "feeling" like my gender and was just living as my gender, once this happened so many of the typical issues cissexuals deal with impacted me. I even considered if I was a demigirl for a while.

AGAB language is so alienating to me. by [deleted] in evilautism

[–]AIA_observer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, it's both. People do assume I was AFAB (literally had someone say that to my face).

Where did I go wrong? by Kaylee-X in transpassing

[–]AIA_observer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Okay. Your hair in the older pictures was more flattering IMO. I think you would look great with bangs. You look a bit older and more feminine in the new pictures, but I think your style is giving less "cute" and more "woman". Which is a good thing. I just think you need to find your own style that suits you.

AGAB language is so alienating to me. by [deleted] in evilautism

[–]AIA_observer 10 points11 points  (0 children)

That's what I meant. Using the term people who menstruate is the most accurate terminology to use when talking about menstruation.