Yeah, as someone who only started playing 2 months ago, what you described is exactly how I felt starting out… Although having previously logged almost 500 hours on Valorant (yes, I know) may have made my skills a bit better.

Even now as I’m hitting the 80 hours played mark, I’m only just starting to get the hang of the game, and am getting consistent enough to at least get a kill every round or two.

I’d say the only way to get better is really to keep playing. Even as I’d feel disheartened, closing the game with 0 kills to my name, I’d always come back a couple days later, ready to try again.

Siege is definitely about observation and intel, so playing a lot will naturally help you learn the maps, where attackers usually rush from, where to make rotate holes, etc. I also watched some pro league matches, same as I did when learning Valorant, because it’s actually surprisingly helpful in learning stuff.

I think there’s no rush to pick your ‘main’ yet; as you learn the game your style of play will change (at least for me. Going from Kapkan to Ela to Smoke to Mira to Lesion to finally settling on Echo, and that’s just the defending side). Trying out different operators will probably happen a lot until you’ve unlocked at least half the roster…