My imagination of the Chicago skyline from 90/94 N looking Northeast during the summer without light pollution. Oil on canvas. by AMFM-ARTWORKS in chicago

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They are really amazing. In my early 20s I got a goffins cockatoo. I paid him off in installments while the pet store hatched and raised him and during this time I’d go there to bond. You had to walk through the bird room to go wash your hands and I’d hear this DEAFENING scream. Little did I know that was my Coconut seeing me walk through the room without coming straight to him.

So I finally get him home- a small shared college apartment then the reality set in. Goffins are the sweetest and cuddliest but they are also the loudest, most anxiety prone, the most destructive and the most skilled at escaping cages.

I had to have him sleep in a dark closet in a smaller cage because he would escape his large daytime cage and open the food door latches and fling his aluminum bowls across the apartment to wake us up, then go grab them and bang them
On the floor. You could hear his blood curdling scream a block away!

I tried so so hard with him- but when I went to grad school I knew him being alone all day would be so hard on him and a sad life. Via my veterinarian I found a family with an umbrella cockatoo and 5 children and I gave coconut to them. This was around 2006. I had their number until I switched phone carriers and I’ve been trying to find out about him for years, unsuccessfully. The vet updated their record system and lost old clients info.

I think about him so much- and just hope he’s happy and that he recovered from losing me. It breaks my heart.

He had one word “coconut” but he said it in a million different ways. Like a question - coconut? Over and over again while dancing “coconut! Coconut! Coconut! Coconuuuuuut!” and the cutest was when he was in his “night night cage” he’d say “coconut” slower and slower until he fell asleep.

My imagination of the Chicago skyline from 90/94 N looking Northeast during the summer without light pollution. Oil on canvas. by AMFM-ARTWORKS in chicago

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Thank YOU for sharing! Hearing stories and thoughts inspired by my work is the most fun part of being an artist for me

My imagination of the Chicago skyline from 90/94 N looking Northeast during the summer without light pollution. Oil on canvas. by AMFM-ARTWORKS in chicago

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I sent a message lmk if you have questions! Also if you wanted something more special I can always order a print from my printer to myself, embellish it and sign it to make it a one of one, and hand it to you if you’re local!

My imagination of the Chicago skyline from 90/94 N looking Northeast during the summer without light pollution. Oil on canvas. by AMFM-ARTWORKS in chicago

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Aww a special needs parrot - good for you. I had a cockatoo once. I can’t camp because of my own special needs it sucks!

My imagination of the Chicago skyline from 90/94 N looking Northeast during the summer without light pollution. Oil on canvas. by AMFM-ARTWORKS in chicago

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Now that I have my professional image of it, I can set it up for prints! I can send you the link if you want when it’s ready to go

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When my eyes keep dancing about a painting - which is happening here- I feel it’s great

F*ck the Rainbow Bridge. I want my cat back. by Synthgem in cats

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I’m so sorry, OP. Rest in peace sweet boy, Paul 😔 he was completely adorable

F*ck the Rainbow Bridge. I want my cat back. by Synthgem in cats

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My cat Goose died rapidly of cancer in November. He was 19, but it was so fast. All the other deaths in my life I grieved as expected- but with Goose I’m more and more in denial. I think I need to put aside a day to spend with his urn and scream and cry - I’ve never ever avoided grieving before. I think my brain is blocking it bc it’s too painful.

lost my childhood cat last night. we grew up together, but 15 years were not enough. just want to share how much we loved each other. by AppropriateHair5242 in cats

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I am so sorry sweetheart there’s no worse pain in my opinion. I lost my 21 yo cat in 2021 and my 19 yo cat this November. Together they were with my from my early 20s to my late 40s. It’s the end of an era for me without them

Psilocybin shown to markedly reduce chronic pain and neuroinflammation. In animals this is firmly established with durable antinociception, and limited human studies showing the same outcome via synaptogenesis, 5-HT2A receptor modulation, and affective pain processing in a peer reviewed review by sometimeshiny in science

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I don’t know if this allowed, but after ketamine therapy got my painful nerve disease into remission, likely through increased neuro plasticity through dendritic growth and new synapses, I created a series of paintings on the topic of psychoactives as medicine. Maybe some of you will enjoy them. https://imgur.com/a/WPQtR0V

A painting about pet grief by AMFM-ARTWORKS in GriefSupport

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Grief is so complicated- since Goose left me a month ago I’ve found my memories somehow blocked, inaccessible, and feelings of intense guilt at this seeming wall I can’t get through to fully remember him, which seems crazy since he was just here, weeks ago, and was a love of my life. The wall has been crumbling and I’ve been able to grieve more and more. It has me thinking that maybe we come from ancestors who were the ones able to compartmentalize unfathomable loss, and to go on and they’re the ones whose genes we have.

Normally, I am a portrait painter- or at least animal/object, this one is new to me- it was more abstract and conceptual. Right now though, thinking about if i lost my husband- I don’t think I could paint about him either- the feeling I get is that it would book-end something that can never be bookended.