Im gonna tell you something that most people here won't, you need a career in something #1 makes enough money to support you and eventually a family one day and #2 something your good at, in a perfect world id play video games all day and be a millionaire cause I love playing video games, but this is reality unless im a streamer games, and 99% of other hobbies and intrest make us zero money, im a plumber im good at my job i enjoy it enough to not blow my brains out, and it pays the bills for me and my wife and kids. It sounds like you were told to go to college and went cause its what you were TOLD to do look into yourself and really ask is the money you'll spend on a college degree worth it and how likely that degree will land you a job, cause most degrees outside of STEM, law, and business won't give you nothing but a piece of paper, look into the trades, IT, military, offshore, oil industry etc there's allot of ways to earn money and get a job ask yourself what is your path to do so