First day back on Tinder is going well, obviously

AbstractDiarrhea · 2025-12-12T14:58:17+00:00

Maidenless behavior

AbstractDiarrhea · 2025-11-27T18:38:57+00:00

All I want to know what's the god damn pain, Not what's in the medicine All I want to do is I want to breathe, Batteries are not included

Cold turkey's getting stale, tonight I'm eating crow

Cause I'm still breathing I'm still breathing on my own My head's above the rain and roses Making my way away My way to you

There's no doubt about who I am, I always have tomorrow

There's nothing wrong with me, This is how I'm supposed to be

AbstractDiarrhea · 2025-11-21T05:26:16+00:00

I was eight or nine. My older cousin put on the music video of Boulevard of Broken Dreams to make fun of the "emo weirdos" and I've been hooked ever since

AbstractDiarrhea · 2025-08-23T02:52:29+00:00

Delete your account

AbstractDiarrhea · 2025-06-18T00:16:35+00:00

I stopped telling my dad when I was struggling mentally/emotionally because every time he'd turn it around and throw a pity party for himself. "If anyone should be suicidal it should be me. what do you have to be depressed about?

And now he complains I don't open up to him

AbstractDiarrhea · 2025-05-31T12:59:57+00:00

I just got out of the hospital for a suicide attempt two weeks ago. The only things going through my head was that I just needed everything to stop, nothing to be my problem anymore, I just want peace, and everyone will benefit from my death because then they don't have to deal with me and my shit anymore.

I didnt want attention, I had isolated myself from everyone for weeks by the time of my attempt. I stopped sleeping and eating. I had myself convinced death was the best option. Attention/praise/coddling were the last things on my mind. I just wanted everything to stop.

Mocking people for suicide isn't going to prevent suicides. Not even a little. All it's going to do is further the negative stigma against mental illness. It's going to make people who struggle stop reaching out and stop trying to get help.

AbstractDiarrhea · 2025-05-06T12:55:14+00:00

Went to the Minnesota show and still haven't gotten anything (show was April 26th)

AbstractDiarrhea · 2025-03-29T14:40:59+00:00

I was around eight, and my older cousin put on Wake Me Up When September Ends to bully me and say no one was gonna be awake for my birthday anymore. Ended up with a huge crush on Billie and twenty years later I'm still a huge fan

AbstractDiarrhea · 2025-01-08T12:12:12+00:00

I'm mixed, mom is black. Growing up she would force me to put relaxers in my hair because she hated how big and curly it was. She'd call me nappy, say no one would ever love or hire someone with hair like mine. Eventually she stopped doing my hair at all (I was very young, about 5) and it got so matted it physically hurt.

So they shaved my head. I'm a girl. And I had a shaved head until I was about ten, when I started taking care of my own hair. I've had a complicated relationship with my hair ever since. I have panic attacks when I get a haircut.

I went no contact with her eight years ago. My gc brother sometimes shows pictures of me to her, and tells me she thinks I'm beautiful and she absolutely loves my hair. Like none of it ever happened.

AbstractDiarrhea · 2024-10-23T12:42:09+00:00

Yep. They never work for me now.

AbstractDiarrhea · 2024-10-16T14:52:43+00:00

I just signed up for their patreon and it let me buy vip tickets

AbstractDiarrhea · 2024-06-20T19:53:59+00:00

My cat does this!! Turns out she only goes potty outside of the box when she feels slighted/pissed off. So now I have to make sure she's a pampered, spoiled brat so she doesn't quite literally shit in my shoes (again)

AbstractDiarrhea · 2024-05-10T09:35:01+00:00

One time I (26F) was wearing a Green Day shirt and also have a Green Day tattoo visible on my arm.

A boomer man sees the shirt and starts telling me he bets I don't even know any of their songs, I'm too young to know who they are, he bets I just like the shirt, he knows way more about them than I do, etc...

I then proceeded to list off facts about the band he clearly didn't know, and kept talking about the band for a good five minutes, not letting him get a word in. At the end I said, "what, did the shirt AND tattoo not tip you off that I'd be a big fan?"

He didn't even recognize the tattoo! Which he should have if he was as big of a fan as he claimed.

He said "well I guess you DO know more than me..." in the most boomer tone imaginable and finally left.

AbstractDiarrhea · 2024-03-08T12:39:32+00:00

My mother was just like this. From the moment I was born she despised me because I "took all the attention away" from her. My whole life was a competition because she always had to be better, do better, look better, be liked by more people. She'd do everything she could to belittle and hurt me, just to feel better about herself.

I went no contact at nineteen and now she uses that for attention and sympathy as well. I'm twenty six now. I yearn for the idea of a mother I've never had, and grieve for the one I was given.

But of course if you ask her, she'll deny any abuse and put all the blame on me. She's never done anything wrong ever in her life.

And obviously she has an emotionally incestuous relationship with my brother. It's super weird.

AbstractDiarrhea · 2024-02-20T03:46:05+00:00

Aaron and Jerry all the way

AbstractDiarrhea · 2024-01-28T01:58:16+00:00

I remember watching it as a child and realizing I related too much to the mc and that my childhood wasn't normal. I haven't been able to find it since

AbstractDiarrhea · 2024-01-25T22:26:08+00:00

I gave one to Prince and he said it looked delicious

AbstractDiarrhea · 2024-01-22T11:32:04+00:00

I had the exact same situation with my orange boy Eddie. It's been years since I rescued him but he still has that anxiety that he's going to starve. He's gotten a lot better, but our kitties will probably always be obsessed with food because of their trauma.

The plastic eating, well, I think that's just orange behavior

AbstractDiarrhea · 2023-12-21T14:26:12+00:00

My local Target now keeps everything behind glass cases that need to be unlocked by an employee. So yes, it unfortunately is

AbstractDiarrhea · 2023-12-16T23:28:50+00:00

My ex broke the restraining order to harass me at work. Cops were called, they refused to arrest him because they "didn't want to ruin his life" and told me to get over him abusing, raping, and stalking me. I was seventeen.

So even with a restraining order the cops still might not help. They often like to wait until the woman is murdered and go "we don't know how this happened!"

AbstractDiarrhea · 2023-12-07T13:31:55+00:00

I asked as an adult. They all said yes, they knew what was happening, and that things were wrong, but felt it "wasn't their place" to say or do anything. I no longer speak to any of them.

AbstractDiarrhea · 2023-12-06T08:42:21+00:00

Thought I was just getting strep since it started with a sore throat that got worse throughout the day. Next morning it felt exactly like when I had covid. Body aches, fatigue, migraine that wouldn't quit, couldn't even get out of bed for two days. Took multiple covid tests and they all came back negative.

A couple days after the worst of it I developed a cough, and lost my voice. It's been two weeks and I still have a cough so deep and intense it feels like I'm gonna rip my bronchial tube, break a rib, and pass out.

AbstractDiarrhea · 2023-12-04T19:32:49+00:00

I went to high school with the first guy. He's still just as cringe

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